The Death of Vivek Oji - Akwaeke Emezi Page 0,65

walls. Ekene had since built his own house just down the road, but Chika remained attached to their mother’s house, renovating and expanding it, like a parasite customizing its host’s body. In the years since her death, he had planted hedges and trees in the compound, built a fence and topped it with rolling barbed wire. He chose white even though he knew it would have to be repainted often, as dust from the untarred road coated the walls a dull, gritty red. Chika did all this in a flurry of activity, in the weeks before he collapsed into his bed and succumbed again to the familiar stupor of grief.

They all retreated to the village in those first days, Chika and Kavita and Vivek’s body, Mary and Ekene; it was the only place they could be. The impending burial forced a truce between the women, for which the brothers were grateful. Osita had stayed in Owerri until the last minute, despite a heated quarrel with his parents. “I won’t miss the burial,” he insisted, but Ekene was so incensed by his refusal to come and help beforehand that he raised his hand to hit Osita, something he hadn’t done in years. Before he could land the blow, though, he caught a glimpse of Osita’s eyes, and what he saw there—complete indifference—bothered him enough to drop his arm and stalk out of the room, his rage bitter and impotent in the back of his mouth.

Once he was at the village, Ekene thought that Chika was doing too much for the burial, but he couldn’t open his mouth, not when his own son was alive. He watched the repainting with grief hot in his heart, watched the bright reddening of his brother’s eyes. Chika had stopped sleeping.

While Kavita lay in bed, her husband stalked through the house, among the paint buckets and brushes, the tarps spread out over the tiled floor, the rolled-up rugs and covered furniture. Everything seemed dead or suspended, everything paused, a long moment of tangible silence to mark his lost child. Vivek was resting at a local embalmer’s, being prepared for his interment, as Chika walked through the night, dust layered over his skin. In the mornings Ekene brought him breakfast and made him eat it, listening as his younger brother rattled on about the burial plans. Ekene said nothing—about the repainting, the clearing of the compound, the preparations for food and music—but he drew the line when Chika mentioned killing a cow.

“Mba,” Ekene said. “You can’t do that.” He folded his arms and stared down at his brother, who glared back up at him.

“What do you mean, I can’t do that?” Chika replied. “Is it not my money? Is anyone asking you to buy the cow?”

“You’re not thinking straight, and that’s understandable, but let me just tell you now, Chika, you cannot kill a cow for your son. It’s not right.”

Chika took a deep breath. “You want to tell me what’s right to bury my own son?”

Ekene sighed and sat down next to him. “He was too young, Chika. To kill a cow is to celebrate a life. That’s what we do for someone who lived their whole life fully, who was not taken before his time. If you celebrate this—with a whole cow—it’s like you’re celebrating something unnatural, when your son died so young. Ịghọtala m?”

Chika sagged back into his chair. “I just want to honor my child,” he said.

“And you can, and you will,” said Ekene, putting a hand on his arm. “You know what? Kill a goat. They will even talk about that sef, but so what? Recognize your son.”

“He was my only child,” Chika continued. “We didn’t kill a cow for Mama.”

“She told us not to,” said Ekene, leaning back and taking his hand off his brother. “Remember how she put it? That if she died in the evening, we should not allow the sun to rise and set on her corpse.”

Chika smiled sadly. “And then she said that if we had a goat or a dog, we should slaughter it, nothing elaborate. A quiet burial. She begged us.”

“And we did it the way she wanted. So how can you go and kill a cow for your son when we only killed a goat for Mama? It will look somehow.”

Chika nodded. “You’re right.”

“Mary was saying she would just go to the slaughterhouse early in the morning and buy enough meat for the people coming.”

“She’s organizing it?”

Ekene gave his brother a look. “Who did