Dear Wife - Kimberly Belle Page 0,69
hundred percent yet. She just wanted to sleep it off, and honestly, both of us were a little worried she might still be contagious. We didn’t want to risk it, not with a houseful of kids.” I follow up my words with a meaningful glance at Annabelle, whose immune system is still wonky.
For Ma that does the trick. She lets it go, pushing back her chair. “I think I have some homemade chicken soup from the freezer.”
“Later.”
She ignores me, pressing to a stand. “I’ll just get it out so it can defrost. It’ll only take a second.”
Someone groans—Camille’s oldest, I think, down at the kids’ end of the table. My mother’s freezer is a black hole. Food that gets shoved into its icy belly rarely ever makes it out, except for the one day every year Ma loads everything into shopping bags and takes it to the homeless shelter downtown. If there’s chicken soup in there, it’ll take her weeks to dig it out.
Camille widens her eyes at me, a not-so-subtle sign to stop this train before it runs off the tracks. To her right, the kids clutch their forks and throw wild, panicked glances—all but Annabelle, who’s leaning back in her chair and chewing. She looks like a red-pigtailed Snoopy, one cheek fat with sausage.
“Ma.” She stops at the door to the kitchen, and I soften my tone. “Emma would love some of your chicken soup, but please, for the love of all that’s holy, get it later, will you? The kids down there are about to start a riot.”
“Yeah,” someone whispers. Shawn, I think, from the way Camille elbows him in the ribs.
Ma looks at the kids, and they bob their heads. “Nana, we’re starving,” one of them says.
She presses a palm to her bosom, then bustles back over to her chair, reciting a rapid-fire blessing over the food like one of those disclaimers at the end of a radio commercial. Then, finally, come the words we’ve all been waiting to hear: “All right, y’all. Dig in.”
There’s an explosion of movement and voices, of passing plates and scooping spoons, of people tearing into the heaping platters like they haven’t eaten since last week. The Durand version of a food fight, Emma calls it, a complete free-for-all. So much commotion that I almost miss the buzzing at my hip.
I see the name, and a shot of adrenaline hits my veins like liquid fire. There were a dozen reasons for me to become a cop—my firstborn’s need for order and control; our jailbird father, who dropped dead halfway through his fourteen-year sentence; the way I had to work two jobs to supplement his nonexistent life insurance. But this feeling when something breaks, punch-drunk with energy and a pulsing in my chest, that’s the reason I stay. It’s a high as addictive as a pull from a crack pipe.
I pull my cell phone from the holder, wave it in the air by my ear, and Ma shoos me off with a flick of her fingers. Some mothers dream of their sons becoming priests; for mine, there is no more honorable profession than cop.
In three strides I’m in the kitchen.
“I got something,” Charlie says in that gruff smoker’s voice that sounds like he could keel over at any minute.
Thank fuck.
Charlie is an ex-cop, a freelance detective specialized in finding the unfindable, and my go-to secret weapon. His methods may be a little questionable—according to the Chief, a lot questionable—but he’s discreet, and he always gets the job done. I pay him under the table and from my own pocket. So far he’s been worth every hard-earned penny.
I unlock the sliding glass door and step out, onto the tiny deck overlooking Ma’s backyard. The late afternoon sun slants through the trees, lighting up Ma’s beds of Early Girl tomatoes and E-Z Pick beans and whatever the hell else she’s got sprouting in the greenhouse at the very back.
“I found an application for an apartment in Tulsa,” Charlie says. “Some place called...” Papers rustle in the background. “The District at River Bend. I checked it out, more hipsters there than you can beat with a stick, which is exactly what I wanted to do, beat ’em with a stick. Anyway, the leasing manager conducted a background check that went nowhere. Your gal disappeared before she could sign the lease.”
Charlie’s message hits me, and I clench my jaw so hard something pops in my temple. My “gal” knew what she was doing when she filled