Only to see the female he was really thinking of. The human female.
It was a dark-haired beauty with her eyes half-closed. She was on her back, breasts exposed. His fingers were caressing her tight, pink nipples as he kissed the skin of her stomach, moving downward.
Marissa dropped the image as if it were broken glass.
Wrath wasn't here with her now. It wasn't her neck he was drinking from. It wasn't her body he was drawing hard into his.
And that erection wasn't because of her.
Wasn't for her.
As he sucked at her neck, his thick arms crushing her against him, Marissa cried out at the unfairness.
Of her hopes. Of her love. Of him.
How fitting that he was draining her. And how she wished he would finish the job. Drink her dry. Let her die.
It had taken her years and years, aeons, to realize the truth.
He never had been hers. He never would be.
God, she had nothing now that the fantasy was gone.
Black Dagger Brotherhood 1 - Dark Lover
Chapter Twenty-one
Beth put her purse down on the hall table, said hello to Boo, and went into the bathroom. She eyed the shower, but decided against having one. Even though her stiff body could have used some time under a hot spray, she loved the lingering smell of Wrath on her skin. It was a wonderful, erotic perfume, a dark spice. Like nothing she'd ever come across before, nothing she could possibly forget.
Turning on the sink, she cleaned up, exquisitely sensitive and more than a little tender between her legs. Not that she cared about the ache. Wrath could do that to her anytime he wanted.
He was…
No words came to mind. Just an image of him releasing into her, his massive, sweat-covered shoulders and chest seizing up as he gave himself to her. As he branded her as his.
Which was what it had seemed like. She felt as though she'd been dominated and imprinted by a man. Taken.
And she wanted that again. Wanted him now.
But she shook her head, thinking that the unprotected sex had to stop. Bad enough it had been twice. Next time they were going to be safe.
On her way out of the bath, she caught her reflection in the mirror and stopped moving. She bent at the waist, bringing her face closer to the glass.
She still looked exactly as she had this morning. But she felt like a stranger.
Opening her mouth, she examined her teeth. When she probed the two canines in front, sure enough, they were sore.
Dear God, who was she? What was she?
She thought about Wrath, after they'd been together. Pushing himself away from her, his half-naked body straining, his muscles looking as if they were going to break through his skin. When he'd bared his teeth, his fangs had been longer than when she'd first seen them. As if they'd grown.
His beautiful face had been contorted with agony.
Was that what she was in for?
A rapping noise came from the other room, as though someone was knocking on a window. She heard Boo meow in welcome.
Beth put her head cautiously around the doorjamb.
There was someone at the slider. Someone big.
“Wrath?” She rushed over and opened the door before she really looked.
When she saw what was on the other side, she wished she'd checked more carefully first.
It wasn't Wrath, although the man looked a little like him. Black hair was cut short. Harsh face. Intense dark blue eyes. A whole lot of leather.
His nostrils flared and he frowned, staring at her hard. But then he seemed to catch himself.
“Beth?” His voice was deep, but friendly. And as the man smiled, fangs were revealed.
She didn't even jump.
Damn, she was getting used to the weirdness already.
“I'm Tohrment, a friend of Wrath's.” The guy stuck his hand out. “You can call me Tohr.”
She shook it, not sure what to say.
“I'm here to hang for a while. I'll just be outside if you need anything.”
The man… vampire—shit, whatever he was—turned away and headed for the picnic table.
“Wait,” she said. “Why don't you… Please come in.”
He shrugged. “Okay.”
As he stepped through the door, Boo meowed loudly and pawed at the man's shitkickers. The two greeted each other like long-lost friends, and when the vampire straightened, his leather jacket fell open. Daggers. Just like Wrath's. And she had a feeling that the kind of weapons Butch had peeled off Wrath were hiding in this man's pockets, too.
“Would you like something to drink?” She winced. Not blood. Please don't say blood.