head with tears in her eyes, and I took my son from her lap, my heart swelling with pride. “That’s right, baby boy, I’m your dad.” I got to share a first with my son after missing so many in his young life. Words cannot express the feelings that overcame me as I hugged him close, fighting back tears of my own.
I always thought people were full of shit when they’d go on and on about their children’s first this and that, but I’d put hearing him call me dad in his sweet little voice above my greatest accomplishments in the business arena. “Daddy has to go now. I’ll be back soon. I’ll bring you back something good.”
I handed him back to his mother, and this time dropped the smile when I faced her. “Don’t leave here with my son. I have men all around the house; if you even leave the front door, you’ll be stopped, so don’t get any ideas. If you choose to leave, you can, but my son stays.”
I got to my feet and walked away, wondering how long it was going to be before I stopped being this mad at her. How long before I want to tear into her with words each time I look at her. That little voice in the back of my head reminded me that tearing into her with anything other than my cock wasn’t on my mind for hours the night before as I climbed into the backseat of my car.
Calen
I’m fucking nervous, me, Calen Addison, the fourth! I finally put a name to the emotion that has been dogging my heels since Silas’s call. It’s something I don’t think I’ve ever felt before in my life, so it took me a while to recognize it. A part of me wanted to turn back and go home to my son, to forget this whole thing, and carry on as I had been.
It’s been two years; what the hell do I care why she did what she did? I’ve long come to terms with her betrayal. My only concern now is my child and making sure she doesn’t disappear with him again. That’s one side of the story, but a part of me wants some answers even though I find myself anxious about what truths I’m about to learn.
Thanks to mom and her meddling shit, I can’t just walk away. Plus, the fact that I came inside my ex numerous times the night before with the intent of getting her pregnant. Now in the light of day, I see how dumb that was. I should be doing everything to get her out of my life, not trying to tie her to me even more.
By rights, I should be on the phone with my attorneys getting things ready to take her to court for full custody. But as pissed off as I am at her and what she’d done, something inside me won’t let me cross that line. Not to mention the fact that I think mom would legit brain me with something if I went that route.
Now that I was away from her and alone with my thoughts, it was hard not reliving last night. She still felt the same beneath me, still has the power to make me want the way no one else ever has. And she’s in my house for the foreseeable future, nothing and no one to stop me from having her again and again. That thought made me way too happy for my liking, and my body’s response pissed me the fuck off.
In two years, my dick played possum each time another female showed any interest in me. She’d gutted me so deep that I couldn’t even muster the strength for an emotional affair. My friends had tried dragging me back into the world of the living, but I’d buried myself in work instead, foregoing anything that had to do with dating.
But it only took one night with her to show me that I’ve only been fooling myself. One night of cumming inside her, sharing myself with her all over again, had at once reopened the wound I’d worked so hard to close when she left me and healed it at the same time. What a mess!
Jeremy and I didn’t say anything to each other as he pulled into the deserted parking lot behind the old warehouse that had been long out of use. Silas’s car was there as well as one of his team’s