Cress (The Lunar Chronicles #3) - Marissa Meyer Page 0,65
to dissolve, little grains of sand scattering.…
“Captain,” she murmured. “I think I’m in love with you.”
An eyebrow shot up. She counted six beats of his heart before, suddenly, he laughed. “Don’t tell me it took you two whole days to realize that. I must be losing my touch.”
Her fingertips curled against him. “You knew?”
“That you’re lonely, and I’m irresistible? Yeah. I knew. Come on, Cress, you’re getting up.”
Her head dropped into the sand, sleep threatening to take over. If he would just lie down beside her and take her into his arms, she would never have to get up again.
“Cress—hey, no more sleeping. I need you. Remember the vultures, Cress. Vultures.”
“You don’t need me. You wouldn’t be here at all if it weren’t for me.”
“Not true. Well … only kind of true. We’ve already been over this.”
She shuddered. “Do you hate me?”
“Of course not. And you should stop wasting your energy talking about stupid things.” Scooping an arm beneath her shoulders, he forced her to sit up.
She gripped his wrist. “Do you think you could ever love me back?”
“Cress, this is sweet, but aren’t I the first guy you’ve ever met? Come on, up you go.”
She turned her head away, dread pressing down on her. He didn’t believe her. He didn’t understand how intensely she felt.
“Oh, spades and aces and stars.” He groaned. “You’re not crying again, are you?”
“N-no.” She bit her lip. It wasn’t a lie. She certainly wanted to cry, but her eyes were all dried up.
Thorne pulled a hand through his hair, knocking away a cloud of sand. “Yes,” he said firmly. “We are obviously soul mates. Now please, stand up.”
“You’ve probably told lots of girls you loved them.”
“Well, yeah, but I would have reconsidered if I’d known you were going to hold it against me.”
Misery washing over her, she crumpled against his side. Her head spun. “I’m dying,” she murmured, struck by the certainty of it. “I’m going to die. And I’ve never even been kissed.”
“Cress. Cress. You’re not going to die.”
“We were going to have such a passionate romance, too, like in the dramas. But, no—I’ll die alone, never kissed, not once.”
He groaned, but it was out of frustration, not heartbreak. “Listen, Cress, I hate to break this to you, but I am sweaty and itchy and haven’t brushed my teeth in two days. This just isn’t a good time for romance.”
She squeaked and tucked her head between her knees, trying to get the world to stop turning so fast. The hopelessness of their situation was crushing her. The desert would never end. They would never get out. Thorne would never love her back.
“Cress. Look at me. Are you looking at me?”
“Mm-hmm,” she mumbled.
Thorne hesitated. “I don’t believe you.”
Sighing, she pried her head up so she could peer at him through the curtain of chopped hair. “I’m looking at you.”
He crouched close to her and felt for her face. “I promise, I will not let you die without being kissed.”
“I’m dying now.”
“You are not dying.”
“But—”
“I will be the judge of when you are dying, and when that happens, I guarantee you will get a kiss worth waiting for. But right now, you have to get up.”
She stared at him for a long moment. His eyes were surprisingly clear, almost like he could see her back, and he didn’t flinch before her skeptical silence. He didn’t grin nonchalantly or offer a teasing follow-up. He just waited.
She couldn’t help it when her attention drifted down to his mouth, and she felt something stir inside her. Resolve.
“Do you promise?”
He nodded. “I promise.”
Shuddering at the pain that awaited her, she braced herself and held her hands out to him. The world tilted as he hoisted her up and she stumbled, but Thorne held her until she was steady. Hunger gnawed at her empty stomach. Pain bit into her raw feet, shooting up through her legs and into her spine. Her whole face contorted, but she ignored it the best she could. With Thorne’s help, she retied the sheet around her head.
“Are your feet bleeding?”
She could barely see them in the darkness, and they were still wrapped in the towels. “I don’t know. They hurt. A lot.”
“Your fever might be from an infection.” He handed her the last bottle of water, now half full. “Or you’re dehydrated. Drink all of that.”
She paused with the water bottle already tipped against her mouth, carefully, so as not to lose a single drop. It was a tempting offer. She could drink it all