So much for not exhausting my energy. I was tired, and my sleepless nights were catching up with me. Pulling my bills out of my pocket, I threw them on the counter willing this conversation to end.
“Oh, please, Charlie. You’re a fool for thinking Alex would leave his wife for you.”
I played dumb once again. This wasn’t the first time she had insinuated that Alex and I were a couple. It had occurred several times now since prom. She had this obsession with us, and no matter how much she tried to rile me up, I always had to hold my head high and pretend she was full of lies.
“I mean seriously, Charlie, he has a family to worry about now. You wouldn’t want to tear that baby’s life apart, would you?”
What?
My heart started pounding in my chest, my skin suddenly felt on fire, the pit of my stomach threatening to cave in right there on the floor tiles. I must have heard wrong or she was making up lies again. Yes, remember, Kaley has a degree in serial bullshitting, but she stood grinning like she had won the lottery. No. No. No.
“What the fuck did you just say?”
Her eyes widen with a satisfied smile fixated on her ugly face. The cruel joke she was playing brought her joy, a foolish lie to see my world fall apart.
“I said that Alex and Samantha were sitting in a tree. First comes love, then comes marriage, then comes a little baby sitting in a carriage.”
“You’re telling l… lies,” I stammered.
“Nope, I was there in the doctor’s office when Samantha walked out and told me.” Kaley leaned in, motioning me for me to join her. “Apparently, they had some wild night a month ago, and Alex couldn’t keep his hands off her. Totally explains why she’s pregnant.”
Everything started spinning, my world caving as I took in the information. I ran outside the store, vomiting all over the pavement. My chest felt tight, my breath uneven. Clutching my stomach, my mouth fell open as my legs began to shake, threatening to crumple to the ground.
Resting on the street post for support, I glanced across the street and saw Adriana. She’d tell me it was all one big fat lie!
I ran across the street to my best friend. Stopping dead in my tracks, she stood there without a hello or a greeting of any kind. Her face bursting with rage, nostrils flaring as her lips pulled back baring her teeth. What the fuck was going on?
“How dare you, Charlie? He’s my brother,” she screamed.
“Adriana, please, just listen to me,” I begged, no longer caring that she knew.
“Tell me it’s not true. Please, Adriana, I’m begging you, tell me it’s not true.”
Mrs. Edwards was sitting in the car, her head down refusing to meet my eyes. I ran over and banged on the window, but she remained still. I pleaded with her to look at me, to give me the answer that would either allow me to continue breathing or would end my life right here, right now. But she sat silently still, immune to my pleas.
“Charlie, you have ruined our friendship, broken my brother, and embarrassed yourself in front of the whole town. Leave us alone. Leave my brother alone. Whore,” she yelled before opening the door to her mother’s car. “Oh, and another thing, if Alex really loved you, how come it’s Samantha carrying his baby? Think about that for the rest of your life.”
The engine roared on the car, and within seconds, they had sped off down the street leaving me standing there by myself.
She answered my question, and so my life slowly started to disappear, the light was fading, the air was too heavy to breathe. I felt my body weaken. This was too much. I needed him. Where was he?
He promised never to leave.
He promised that his heart belonged to me.
He promised that he’d never touch her again.
My hands were shaking uncontrollably, and so I dialed his number again.
Disconnected.
My body shuddered, the walls spun again. Tell me this isn’t happening. Not my Alex, he was mine. My heart and soul belonged to him. My life was nothing without him. I can’t go on, I sobbed to myself. I can’t live in this world without him.
“Miss, are you okay?” asked a lady walking by me.
I looked into her eyes, my vision blurring as I tried to focus.
That was the last thing I remembered before I passed out on