when Odrade elevated me to the Council. But not just because Walli learned my immunity to Honored Matre sexual bonding. And not because she is sensitive to my needs. We speak a secret language, Walli and I.
Walli’s large eyes no longer were entrances to her soul. They were filmed barriers giving evidence she already knew how to block probing stares; a light blue pigmentation that soon would be all blue if she survived the Agony. Almost albino and a questionable genetic line for breeding. Walli’s skin reinforced this judgment: pale and freckled. A skin you saw as a surface transparency. You did not focus on the skin itself but on what lay beneath: pink, blood-suffused flesh unprotected from a desert sun. Only here in the shade could Walli expose that sensitive surface to questioning eyes.
Why this one in command over us?
Because I trust her best to do what must be done.
Sheeana ate the sandwich absently while she returned her attention to the sandscape. The whole planet thus one day. Another Dune? No … similar but different. How many such places are we creating in an infinite universe? Senseless question.
Desert vagary placed a small black dot in the distance. Sheeana squinted. Ornithopter. It grew slowly larger and then smaller. Quartering the sand. Inspecting.
What are we really creating here?
When she looked at encroaching dunes, she sensed hubris.
Look upon my works, tiny human, and despair.
But we did this, my Sisters and I.
Did you?
“I can feel a new dryness in the heat,” Walli said.
Sheeana agreed. No need to speak. She went to the large worktable while she still had daylight to study the topomap spread out there: little flags sticking in it, green thread on pushpins just as she had designed it.
Odrade had asked once: “Is this really preferable to a projection?”
“I need to touch it.”
Odrade accepted that.
Projections palled. Too far removed from dirt. You could not draw a finger down a projection and say, “We will go down here.” A finger in a projection was a finger in empty air.
Eyes are never enough. The body must feel its world.
Sheeana detected pungency of male perspiration, a musty smell of exertion. She lifted her head and saw a dark young man standing in the doorway, arrogant pose, arrogant look.
“Oh,” he said. “I thought you would be alone, Walli. I’ll come back later.”
One piercing stare at Sheeana and he was gone.
There are many things the body must feel to know them.
“Sheeana, why are you here?” Walli asked.
You who are so busy on the Council, what do you seek? Don’t you trust me?
“I came to consider what the Missionaria still thinks I may do. They see a weapon—the myths of Dune. Billions pray to me: ‘The Holy One who spoke to the Divided God.’”
“Billions is not an adequate number,” Walli said.
“But it measures the force my Sisters see in me. Those worshipers believe I died with Dune. I’ve become ‘a powerful spirit in the pantheon of the oppressed.’”
“More than a missionary?”
“What might happen, Walli, if I appeared in that waiting universe, a sandworm beside me? The potential of such a thing fills some of my Sisters with hope and misgivings.”
“Misgivings I understand.”
Indeed. The very kind of religious implant Muad’Dib and his Tyrant son set loose on unsuspecting humankind.
“Why do they even consider it?” Walli insisted.
“With me as fulcrum, what a lever they would have to move the universe!”
“But how could they control such a force?”
“That is the problem. Something so inherently unstable. Religions are never really controllable. But some Sisters think they could aim a religion built around me.”
“And if their aim is poor?”
“They say the religions of women always flow deeper.”
“True?” Questioning a superior source.
Sheeana could only nod. Other Memory confirmed it.
“Why?”
“Because within us, life renews itself.”
“That’s all of it?” Openly doubting.
“Women often bear the aura of underdog. Humans reserve a special sympathy for ones at the bottom. I am a woman and if Honored Matres want me dead then I must be blessed.”
“You sound as though you agree with the Missionaria.”
“When you’re one of the hunted, you consider any path of escape. I am revered. I cannot ignore the potential.”
Nor the danger. So my name has become a shining light in the darkness of Honored Matre oppression. How easy for that light to become a consuming flame!
No … the plan she and Duncan had worked out was better. Escape from Chapterhouse. It was a death trap not only for its inhabitants but for Bene Gesserit dreams.
“I still don’t understand why you’re here. We may no