Broken Wings (An Angel Eyes Novel) - By Shannon Dittemore Page 0,95
isn’t even the most important thing, I tell him. It’s his soul. Whole, untarnished, uncorrupted. That’s the important thing.
I hang up, but I don’t release the phone. Jake might call. Or Canaan even. He followed Damien into the distance and never returned. I don’t know how long he’ll follow the demon, but I pray he’ll follow him to the ends of the earth. That he’ll bring Jake back safe.
And if he can’t do that, I pray that I’ll have a chance to see Jake again.
If not on this side of heaven, then on the other.
Like my mom and Ali.
With my phone still in my hand, I pull the envelope of pictures from my back pocket. The pictures Dad had developed the other day. I find strange comfort in them, the envelope already worn because I’ve opened and closed it so often.
They’re pictures of Mom. Of Mom and Olivia, actually. It seems their encounter at the hospital wasn’t their last. As a girl, Olivia visited Mom at the hospital. I imagine she came when her mother was working. There are a few pictures of the three of them. There are even some of Mom and Dad. Of Miss Macy. Of Pastor Noah and Becky. I need to talk to them. They can tell me about Stratus all those years ago. About the miracles and the healings.
I slide the top picture to the back and find my favorite of the bunch. Mom’s reading to me—Dr. Seuss, by the looks of it—and we’re on her hospital bed. I’m wearing the flowered necklace. Olivia’s necklace. I can only guess she gave it to Mom, and Mom gave it to me. How it ended up in her grave is anyone’s guess, but I’m sure Dad had something to do with it.
He had to bury something, after all.
I’m still not sure what Mom was doing in a Portland hospital, but it’s something else I’ll ask Dad later. For now, I’m done asking questions. The answers don’t satisfy, and they won’t help me fight.
And if I’m ever going to get Jake back, I need to fight.
I tuck the pictures away, closing the envelope again. And then I stand as the tendrils of sound and light surround me. I breathe them in and let the music take me. I let myself dance.
I may not have the confidence to sing my redemption song, but I can wield it anyway. My arms and legs can fight even when I don’t have the courage to move my mouth. The orchard doesn’t provide the easiest dance floor, but my heart doesn’t care. The Sabres sing somewhere beyond the veil. Their voices sing of an almighty, all-knowing God, and I let my body join them. I let myself believe that He knows best, even though it hurts. Even though everything I love has been taken.
I’m broken, but here in the red orchard, surrounded by the sweet smell of worship, I raise my hands above my head, and I believe.
Reading Group Guide
Spoiler alert!
Don’t read before completing the novel.
1. After the chaos of her senior year, Brielle is anxious about what to do after high school. Can you relate to that? Do you have post-graduation plans?
2. Both Brielle and Jake struggle with believing that God’s plan is best. Do you believe that? Have you ever faced a situation where God’s plan seemed less than desirable? What did you do?
3. Kaylee really blossoms in this book. She sticks by Brielle even when things get rough. Do you have a friend like that? Are you a friend like that?
4. Brielle learns that there are ways to fight evil: prayer, worship, Scripture. Are you quick to recognize a spiritual attack? Do you know how to fight?
5. It seems the Throne Room is choosing to communicate with Brielle through her dreams. Do you think God uses dreams to talk to us? Do you have an example to share?
6. Brielle is a crier and she knows it. How do you respond to heartbreak? Do you get angry? Do you withdraw? Are you prone to tears like Brielle?
7. Marco’s response to the halo is very different than Brielle’s. Why do you think that is?
8. In the Celestial, worship is seen as smoke or incense, ribbons of color. What do you think worship looks like to God? What do you think it smells like?
9. One of the hardest things for Brielle to cope with is the fact that Jake lied to her. Do you find it difficult to forgive when you’re lied to? What does the Bible say about forgiving others?
10. This series is full of imaginative descriptions of angels. What do you think angels look like? How are they described in Scripture?
11. The halo has given Brielle the ability to see the Celestial. It’s given Jake the ability to heal. And thus far, it’s given Marco horrible memories. If the halo was given to you, what gift do you think you’d receive? Is there a gift you’d prefer—or despise?
12. When Brielle uncovers the truth about her mother’s death, it makes her question everything. Have you had a moment like that—a moment that shakes the very foundation of your world? How did you react? What advice would you give a friend walking through a similar situation?
Acknowledgments
There are so many amazing people who deserve my thanks. Friends and family who’ve invested in my stories and my journey. Your support means more than I could ever say. Please know I’m grateful.
I would like to give a huge shout-out to my church family at Living Way. You watched my kids, you covered my Sunday school classes, and you let me ditch when the deadlines got scary. You’ve also provided me with an amazing place to worship, something that shows up all over these novels. Without you, they wouldn’t be what they are. Every time we gather together, I get to be surrounded by the incense of worship and I never leave unchanged. So, thank you. Your love and prayers mean the world.
Thanks to Becky and Jodi, to Katie and Ruthie, to Daisy and the rest of the team at Thomas Nelson Fiction. Your commitment to my work is staggering. I’m blessed to be working alongside you.
To my agent, Holly, and all the writers on Team Root, you rock. Your friendship keeps me sane and your stories remind me that words really can change the world.
I would also like to thank my husband, Matt. By the time this book hits shelves, we’ll be finishing our tenth year of marriage. In every way, you’ve been my partner and my friend. And you’re hot. So, I’m blessed. SHMILY.
And to my kids. Thank you, Justus, for letting me share my love of story with you. One of these days I really will let you read these books. And Jazlyn, thank you for doodling on all my index cards. You keep my days delightful and interesting. I love you both to infinity and beyond.
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About the Author
Shannon Dittemore is the author of the Angel Eyes Trilogy and has an overactive imagination and a passion for truth. Her lifelong journey to combine the two is responsible for a stint at Portland Bible College, performances with local theater companies, and a focus on youth and young adult ministry. When she isn’t writing, she spends her days with her husband, Matt, chasing their two children around their home in Northern California.
Table of Contents
1. Pearla
2. Brielle
3. Pearla
4. Brielle
5. Brielle
6. Jake
7. Brielle
8. Brielle
9. Pearla
10. Brielle
11. Jake
12. Brielle
13. Brielle
14. Brielle
15. Brielle
16. Jake
17. Brielle
18. Brielle
19. Brielle
20. Brielle
21. Brielle
22. Pearla
23. Brielle
24. Brielle
25. Brielle
26. Brielle
27. Brielle
28. Brielle
29. Brielle
30. Jake
31. Brielle
32. Jake
33. Brielle
34. Pearla
35. Brielle
36. Jake
37. Brielle
38. Jake
39. Brielle
40. Brielle
41. Brielle
42. Brielle
43. Brielle
Reading Group Guide
Acknowledgments
About the Author