Women’s work indeed, and a woman who faced down templars without breaking a sweat should be willing to do it. Perhaps he had been corrupted, had no hope of learning a purer sort of spellcraft—but here was Zvain, orphaned by Laq, which had been corrupted from the druids’ precious zarneeka powder. She couldn’t turn her back on an orphan, wouldn’t turn her back on a man that orphan trusted, even if he were a dung-skulled baazrag.
“We’ll manage,” Pavek repeated more confidently. “I have apian—”
Zvain shifted within Pavek’s hands. His face tilted upward, the dark eyes glinted with unshed tears. “I’ll help, Pavek,” he promised. “I’ll learn whatever you teach me, I swear it. I’m ready now. Look—” The boy squirmed free, rummaged through his blankets, coming up with a vicious object slightly longer than his forearm. Bent obliquely in the middle, it had a lump of dark stone lashed to one end and an obsidian crescent at the other. “I stole it from a gladiator. I’m ready, Pavek. We’ll hunt Laq-sellers together.”
The boy mimed a move that in the arena might have split an opponent from gullet to gut.
“Damn King Hamanu and all the templars.” Zvain slashed again. “Damn the Veil who let him kill her to save their own precious hides! You and me, Pavek, we’ll do what needs to be done!”
Zvain’s eyes were still bright with tears, but otherwise the fragile, grief-stricken orphan had vanished.
“We will, won’t we?” Zvain paused with the weapon cocked above his shoulder.
Words failed.
“Won’t we?”
“We’ll try, Zvain,” Pavek answered softly. His attention was fixed on the jagged, sharp curve of the obsidian crescent. The druid’s face had returned to the depths of his memory, and where was Oelus when he was needed? What would the pious cleric say to a reckless, vengeful child?
“Try isn’t good enough,” Zvain protested, his lips beginning to tremble as grief regained the upper hand on vengeance. “It isn’t right. It isn’t fair. She’s dead forever. Somebody’s got to care. Somebody’s got to do something.” His hand was trembling along with his lips and voice. He might drop the weapon, or he might launch himself at Pavek’s throat.
“We will, Zvain. We’ll do something, I promise you that.” It wasn’t a lie. Pavek believed the druids would refuse to trade at the customhouse once they knew about Rokka, Escrissar, and the halfling. Without zarneeka, Laq would have to disappear. “Give that here. You can’t kill all of them, Zvain—why even start?” Pavek held out his hand and held in his breath.
Zvain’s eyes narrowed beneath thoughtful brows. His fingers rippled along the bone shaft, making the weapon wobble in rhythm with his own doubts. Then the decision was reached. He lowered his arm; the weapon slipped from his grasp. Pavek snatched it with one hand and the boy with the other. He lifted Zvain into a snug embrace while he stowed the weapon on the highest shelf.
“You listen to me, you hear?” He gave the clinging weight a gentle shake. “You do what I tell you to do. No more stealing from gladiators. No more talk about hunting men, no matter what they sell. This is Urik—King Hamanu’s city. Break his laws and you die.”
“Templars break his laws all the time. They don’t die. You broke his laws. You didn’t die.”
Pavek scratched his itchy scalp with his free hand. He’d forgotten what little he knew about children the day he donned the yellow robe and ceased to be one himself. “Don’t argue with me, Zvain,” he said wearily, letting the boy slide back to the floor. “Just do what I tell you, or I’ll leave. You understand that?”
The boy went wide-eyed and passionless again. Nodding solemnly, he hid his hands beneath his shirt. “I understand that, Pavek. I’ll do what you tell me. I promise.”
* * *
Zvain tried, but he wasn’t the half-grown boy Pavek had taken him for. Though slight and slender, he was on the cusp of adulthood. One moment he’d be clinging to Pavek’s arm as they walked familiar streets. The next, he’d spin away, all snarls and hisses, determined to have his own way, whatever the cost. He was too clever by half and suspicious by nature. Pavek still judged the Veil harshly for leaving him to fend for himself—if that’s what they’d done—but before they’d eaten breakfast and made their way to the western gate, he could understand their reasoning.
He didn’t dare tell Zvain what he had in mind, why he wanted to