earlier.” He frowns. “Man, this wedding business is insane. I’m just keeping it on the down-low because no one wants Sugar to know about the screwup, and I don’t either.” He looks over his shoulder to the hallway of the church’s dressing rooms for the groomsmen. “I’m paranoid she’ll find out and it will ruin her day.”
I arch a brow. He adores Sugar, as does most everyone. She’s…perfect. But my gut knows a simple thing like flowers won’t ruin her day. She might be upset for a second, but we’ve been waiting on this day for a while. “Okay.” I work on unpinning the pink thing I’m apparently not supposed to have on my jacket.
Sugar came to Nashville with me after graduation, and we haven’t been apart since. I found a condo downtown near the stadium, and she moved right in. You’d think those early days of us living together would have been hard, me adjusting to the NHL and her going to law school, but just like everything with us, things fell into place and we developed a rhythm of us, just us. Plus Long John Silver.
The truth is I can’t fucking breathe without her next to me, and that isn’t anxiety. That’s just her and how she makes me feel, like I’m on top of the world and I can do anything. She’s earned her law degree and passed the Tennessee bar exam. Now she is doing a judicial clerkship downtown. She may join some high-priced law firm soon, or open her own practice; she’s still mulling it over. But whatever she wants, I’ll help make it happen. I’ll be her anchor when she needs it.
“Dude, why are you smiling? We have a flower situation!”
I laugh and shake my head. Nothing can get to me today. “Sorry.”
Eric rolls his eyes. “Do you ever stop thinking about her?”
“Nope.”
Eric grins. “Lucky bastard.”
I clap him on the back. “And you’re a stellar best man. Now, pin that tiny flower on me with your big-ass hands and let’s get out there.”
We’re inside a beautiful, quaint church right outside Nashville, in a revitalized area of town with towering old buildings. I straighten my shoulders and face the entrance of the sanctuary, waiting…waiting for her. I gave her a ring a year ago, a three-carat round diamond, on a ski trip at Christmas with Mara and Reece and my dad. She cried tears of happiness, and the memory still makes me feel warm. Of course, I’d asked her every year we were together to marry me, and she always put me off, saying she wanted to wrap up law school and wanted me to get comfortable in Nashville, but I’ve been ready to make us official since the night I showed up at her dorm room after winning the national championship. Even so, I listened to her, and maybe we were too young then, but when I know what I want, I go after it like a man obsessed.
The church is quiet and the guests are murmuring amongst themselves. I run my eyes over them, seeing Beau and Bianca and Mara in the family area on the bride’s side. Emotion pricks at my eyes. She went through so much as a kid with losing her mom and getting moved from her home to Sparrow Lake, and now she has a relationship with her half-siblings. It’s evolved over the years from tentative to deep, and we make sure to spend time with them when we can. It still blows my damn mind that she’s found something she never knew she could really have.
Reece, on the other side of Eric, clears his throat, leans over, and says, “Bro, have you ever smiled this much?” He grins. We dealt with our issues a long time ago and it’s all old news. I can’t let the past dictate my future, not when I have so much to be thankful for. He’s coming into his own now with a nice girlfriend and a job scouting for Hawthorne. And Veronica? Reece kicked her to the curb, and she never showed her face again. The thing is, I’m not even bitter about her. I can’t be, not when I have…so much.
The classic wedding march booms from the organ, and all heads swivel to the double wooden door entrance.
Fuck, she’s so…
My chest hitches.
Her dress is…shit, I don’t know—it’s white. The front of it is low cut with some kind of lace thing on top of it, the skirt poufy and soft and