Blow - Kim Karr Page 0,18

to be. My laundry list of questions would have to wait. I could see in his eyes that my time was running out. I leaned back in the booth. “I do have one more question.”

Eyeing me wearily, he heaved a sigh. “Go ahead.” But then he threw me a smile to let me know he wasn’t completely annoyed—yet.

My stomach did a flip and I think he knew it. I knew I should watch my body language. I might be giving off a vibe I could never live up to. Sucking in a breath, I asked my final question. “What is it you do to help your dad out?”

My mind was coming up with all kinds of things that should have worried me.

A hit man.

A drug runner.

A bookie.

“I’m a lawyer,” he said matter-of-factly.

Okay, I so wasn’t expecting that. I eyed him skeptically. He wasn’t dressed like Michael or even his father. Sure he had the white shirt, but that was where the similarity stopped. His white shirt molded to his toned chest like perfection, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, top two buttons undone. He wore distressed jeans that looked almost lethal on him. Add black suede sneakers and a casual black coat. Hot. Casual. Mouthwatering. Yep, other than the white shirt, he was not dressed like an attorney at all, or at least any attorney I knew.

He chuckled, and then as if reading my mind, he reassured me. “I am. I wasn’t seeing clients today. But trust me, I graduated from law school two years ago and currently work for the Ryan Corporation in New York City.”

Shocked, it took me a moment for his words to sink in. “The Ryan Corporation? Like in the largest international hedge fund management company in the country?”

He smiled. “That’s the one.”

So did I. “I’m impressed.”

Nonchalantly, he lifted his gaze to mine. “Don’t be. My grandfather owns the company and my position in the legal department was created solely for me. Associate counsel, Litigation and Employment. It’s a bullshit job.”

I was sipping my soda and almost spit it out of my mouth. “Your grandfather is . . .” I paused as it clicked.

“Logan Ryan,” we said in unison.

Logan. I got it.

“You know him?” he asked, seemingly surprised.

Wrenching my eyes from his, I said, “Well, not personally, but when I worked for the International Trade Center, he was our biggest client.”

Logan nodded in recognition. “Ah yes, he has a penchant for collecting exotic things.”

“So what are you doing in Boston helping your dad if you have a job in New York?”

Logan’s body stiffened, but he answered anyway. “When my father was arrested, I told him if he got back on the wagon, I’d come up here every Thursday and Friday and help salvage what was left of his practice. Like I said, my job at the Ryan Corporation is a joke, and to be honest, I much prefer working with my father’s clients. They’re people who need help.”

Surprised by his candor, I asked, “Then why don’t you work in Boston full-time?”

He shrugged. “That is a long story.”

Well, either way, it sounded like he made an honest living. Yet something in the back of my mind still nagged me. I wondered what part of the mess my sister had created his father was a part of and, in turn, what involvement, if any, Logan had. But I wasn’t about to just ask. The situation was way too delicate. And I was smarter than that. As I sat across from him, though, I had to question—was I? I wouldn’t be here if I were.

“I don’t understand. Why not just—” I started to ask, but he cut me off.

His expression hardened. “I think that’s enough about me.”

I felt myself flushing. I may have gotten a little carried away.

Expectedly, and within moments of shutting me down, he said, “Your turn.”

Mentally switching gears, I tried to think about what I could tell him. I never talked about myself. I hated it, so instead I lied. “Honestly, there’s not much to tell. What you see is what you get.”

He eyed me dubiously. My lie was just that—a lie.

I wasn’t surprised that he doubted what I’d said. I would have too.

The truth was, I often wondered if the word damaged wasn’t inked across my forehead for any man who might be even mildly interested in me to see, because they always seemed to know something was off.

Could Logan tell I wasn’t whole?

Much to my relief, he smirked and then nudged me under the