Blind Warrior (The Weavers Circle #3) - Jocelynn Drake Page 0,25

failure. There was no progress to be had. Even if he learned to live with his blindness, it didn’t matter. He was failing his brothers.

“I don’t want a session today. Please, just go away.”

“Can’t do that,” Cort said stubbornly. The door rattled a little in the frame, and Cort’s voice sounded a tiny bit closer. Was he leaning on it? “What’s going on? We had a really good session yesterday.”

“Yeah, well, things went to hell after you left.”

“That’s gonna happen. You’re a smart guy, Grey. You knew this wasn’t gonna be all sunshine and roses. There are gonna be setbacks, but we’re going to get through this together. I promise.”

Grey let out a bitter, strangled laugh. Cort hadn’t been there last night when everything went to hell. Not that he’d wanted Cort there during the attack. Just after. When he’d been alone in his apartment, alone in the fucking dark, bleeding and hurting and too angry to even draw in a breath. Cort hadn’t been there then.

But he would have if Grey had called him.

Grey didn’t know where that stupid thought came from, but he shoved it away as quickly as it appeared. He’d never needed anyone like that before. Never depended on anyone.

There was no choice now. Making him even more useless.

“I’ll leave, but you have to let me in first.”

“No.”

“I have to see you. I can’t leave until I know that you’re physically okay.” Cort’s voice hardened through the door. There had been little hints of stubbornness when he and Cort had worked together over the past few days, and there was no doubt Cort had no intention of going anywhere.

“I’m fine. You’re talking to me, right? You can hear that I’m still alive.”

“That’s not enough. You gonna open the door?”

Grey bit his tongue to keep from answering.

“I don’t wanna make this ugly, Grey, but I will do it so that I know you’re okay.”

“What the hell are you talking about?” Grey snapped, his heart quickening for a new reason.

“I will get in there today. Do you understand me? Your welfare is in my hands, and I take that damn seriously. If I have to, I will tell your family. They’ll either supply me with a key or they’ll break this door down.”

Grey clenched his hands into fists and shoved to his feet, knocking his chair to the floor with a loud bang. He shuffled the short distance to the door carefully so that his forehead was pressed to the smooth, cool surface. “You wouldn’t dare. Try it and I will fire your ass so fast.”

Cort laughed. He actually fucking laughed at Grey. “Do you think you’re the first client to threaten me with that? Go ahead, but I’m still getting in there. My conscience will be clear because I will have done what I needed to make sure you’re alive and safe.”

“Fuck you and your conscience! I can’t do this today, okay? Just go away.” Grey cringed at the shaking in his voice, knowing Cort had heard it as well.

There was a long silence that stretched. Grey leaned on the door, listening to his own ragged breathing and heartbeat as it slowed from its sprint. He couldn’t hear Cort clomping down the stairs or even moving away from the door. The man had to be just standing there. Was he on the phone, calling one of his friends to come open the door?

“Grey, I get that some kind of shit happened last night. Clay watched me pull into the driveway, and I’ve never seen such a frown on that man. Baer and Dane met me at the garage and gave me what sounded like a friendly third degree.”

“I’m sorry. They shouldn’t have…” Grey murmured, not sure if Cort could even hear him.

“It’s okay. I get they were only looking out for you and your safety. Dane also said that you refused to go to breakfast.”

“I just couldn’t this morning.”

There was a soft scrape along the door. A kind of sliding sound and for a moment, Grey imagined Cort placing his palm on the door. Grey unclenched one of his hands and pressed it to the door. Why did Cort make things feel manageable when deep down he knew they weren’t?

“Please, open the door. No session today. No lectures. Let me just see you so I can sleep tonight. And then if you want another specialist to work with you, I’ll arrange it. No questions asked.” Cort’s voice was soft and pleading, but it wasn’t just the tone