Still smelling like expensive incense because “Us girls must have one thing out of the reach of other girls,” she said every time I told her she smelled like she just bathed in a goddess’s river.
“I can just tell you who I want, Miss Wadada.”
“Oh. No, boy boy boy. Prefer the other way when your big Tracker just stiff up and point up to the one he like. I don’t know why you in that curtain. I feeling all the offense you should be feeling for yourself.”
Miss Wadada’s House of Pleasurable Goods and Services was not for people who were not themselves. Illusion was for who smoked opium. She let a shape-shifter fuck one of her girls as a lion once, until he swatted her in a fit of ecstasy and snapped her neck. I left my curtain on the floor and went upstairs with the one she said came from the land of the eastern light, which means an emissary raped a girl and left her with child to go back to his wife and concubines. The girl left the child with Miss Wadada, who looked at his skin and bathed him every quartermoon in cream and sheep butter. She forbade him to do any work so that his muscles would stay thin, his cheeks high and hips much wider than his waist. Miss Wadada made him the most exquisite of all creatures, who had all the best stories of all the worst people, but preferred that you fucked each tale out and paid him a fee on top of Miss Wadada’s for being the best information hound in all Kongor.
“Look, it is the wolf eye,” he said. “No man has made a woman of me since you.”
His room smelled like the room I just left. I never asked if saying “him” brought offense since I only called him Ekoiye or “you.”
“I can’t tell if you live with a civet or have its musk all over you.”
Ekoiye rolled his eyes and laughed. “We must have nice things, man-wolf. Besides, what man wants to enter a room where he can smell the man who just left?”
He laughed again. I liked that he only needed himself to laugh at his jokes. I saw it in people who had to endure other people. With Ekoiye it mattered not if you were a fine or a foul lover, or if you were a man of much or little sport. He took pleasure for himself first. Whether you shared in it was your business. He crowded his little room with terra-cotta statues, even more than I remember last. And this, a cage with a black pigeon I mistook for a crow.
“I change every man into one before he leaves this room,” he said, and pulled a comb from his hair. Curly hair fell down like little snakes.
“Indeed. Your shows deserve an audience. Or at least a griot.”
“Man-wolf, don’t you know the verses about me?”
He pointed to a stool with a back like a throne. A birthing chair, I remembered.
“Where is your friend? What name did they give him, Nayko?”
“Nyka.”
“I miss him. He was a man of great light and noise.”
“Noise?”
“He made the greatest noise, something like a loud cat’s purr, or the coo of a rameron pigeon, when I put him in my mouth.”
His hand grabbed me as he said that.
“You little liar. Nyka was never one for the company of boys.”
“Good wolf, you know I can be whatever you want me, even the girl you’ve never had … under certain wine and in a certain light.”
His robes fell down all around him, and he stepped out of the pile on the floor. He straddled me and winced as he lowered himself and I rose up inside him. This is how he always played. Sinking down on me until his ass sat on my thighs, then, without climbing off, turning around so that his back was to me. I told him once that only men who tell lies to their wives need to fuck from behind; he still did it this way. He asked what he always asked: Do you want me to fuck you? And I said what I always said: Yes. Miss Wadada always asked if he’d injured me when I left.
“Fuck the gods,” I said in a hiss, and curled my toes so tight they cracked like knuckles.
I pushed him down on the floor and jumped on top. After, with me out of him, but him straddled on top of me,