Because I Want To - Grace R. Duncan Page 0,65
for him. Less than a minute beyond that, he was naked and Adam was on the bed under him. “Fucking hell…” He buried his face in Adam’s neck, inhaling again. “God this is so good. I love that we can do this.” Adam gave an affirmative hum in reply, gripping Matt’s ass in his palms and squeezing. Between Adam’s omega scent, the hard cock against his own, and Adam’s hands on his ass, Matt was going a little crazy. His dick was hard enough to be painful, but despite the fact that he was already starting to get a little fuzzy in reaction to Adam, he didn’t have to be—refused to be—a rutting animal.
He forced himself to pull back and as soon as he did, Adam leaned up and caught his lips in a full, thorough kiss. It was filled with so much need and want and Matt took a moment to savor it. They’d certainly made love plenty of times since they’d started living together a year ago. There’d been more than a few heated, hard, and needy times. But none of it felt like this and Matt didn’t think it was just Adam’s heat.
The idea that this was something they wanted, that they’d looked forward to had to help it feel so good, so right. They were going to try to get Adam pregnant, though Matt didn’t think they’d have to try too hard. They were paired and Adam was in heat. It was pretty much a foregone conclusion.
And that, the idea that they didn’t need to fight their natures at all, that they were doing all of this because they wanted to, made all the difference in the world.
Matt broke the kiss and, determined to do more than rip off that tiny excuse for underwear and just fuck, he started kissing a path over Adam’s neck.
It got him the moan he wanted, Adam’s hands going to Matt’s head. “You don’t have to,” Adam said, voice rough.
That made Matt look up. “Shh,” he said, brushing his thumb over Adam’s lips. “We’re both going to lose our minds soon enough. I’m already getting fuzzy and I want to touch and feel you all I can until we do.” He swallowed. “This is such a new and incredible experience for us and I want to give—and get—everything I can out of it.”
Adam fell silent and simply nodded. He cupped Matt’s cheek and kissed him again, though he kept it from getting too deep. He let go, then, and let his hands fall to the pillow on either side of his head.
Matt had to pause over the vision Adam made. His blond hair was spread out on the pillow below him. Blue eyes, slightly fuzzy, but full of love and need, focused only on him. And the body that made Matt insane begging him to touch. His cock twitched again.
“I love you,” Matt whispered, then went back to the trail of kisses he’d been making. Adam whispered the words back, a hand landing again on Matt’s head, but he didn’t say anything else. He understood the need, the want to touch like Matt did. After all the time they’d been together, Adam understood him. There was a reason they were so right for each other.
Matt worked his way past Adam’s collarbone, over still more skin, then paused at his nipples. They’d grown even more since Adam started nursing but Matt didn’t care. In fact, he liked them, just like he liked Adam’s bigger chest. It helped that they were sensitive and even the lightest touches brought lovely gasps. Matt brushed his lips over the soft flesh, teasing every bit of skin he could. Adam moaned and moved under him, grinding his cock into Matt’s.
That brought a moan from Matt, but he tried not to let himself get distracted. He had more to tease, more to touch and taste, and he was determined to do all he could. When he brushed his fingertips over the other nipple, he savored the reaction that got too.
He wondered briefly what being as fascinated as he was with Adam’s new chest said about him, then decided it didn’t matter. He could examine that sort of thing later, when he wasn’t trying to drive Adam as crazy as Matt already was. Instead, he focused on feeling, on touching and tasting, and hovered over one hard nipple. Looking up to meet Adam’s eyes, he ran his tongue gently over the nipple then around it. Adam sucked in a