Azazel - By Isaac Asimov Page 0,59
came a day when Maggie burst in on me and said, "Uncle George, Octavius is the light and life of my existence. He is staunch, strong, steady, sturdy, and stable. He is a lovely man."
"Internally, my dear," I said, I'm sure he is all of these things. His outward appearance, however, is - "
"Adorable," she said staunchly, strongly, steadily, sturdily, and stably. "Uncle George, he feels about me as I feel about him, and we are going to be married."
"You and Otto?" I said faintly. An involuntary image of the likely issue of such a marriage swam before my eyes and I turned rather faint.
"Yes," she said. "He has told me that I am the sun of his delight and the moon of his joy. Then he added that I was all the stars of his happiness. He is a very poetic man."
"So it seems," I said dubiously. "When are you going to be married?"
"As soon as possible," she said.
There was nothing to do but grit my teeth. The announcement was made, the preparations were carried through, the marriage was performed with myself giving away the bride. Everyone in the neighborhood attended out of disbelief. Even the minister allowed a reverent look of astonishment to cross his face.
Nor did anyone seem to gaze gladly at the young couple. All through the ceremony, the audience stared at its various knees. Except the minister. He kept his eyes firmly fixed on the rose window over the front door.
I left the neighborhood some time after, took up lodgings in another part of the city, and rather lost touch with Maggie. Eleven years later, however, I had occasion to return over a matter of an investment in a friend's learned studies of the racing qualities of horses. I seized the opportunity of visiting Maggie, who was, among her other well-hidden beauties, a marvelous cook.
I arrived at lunch time. Octavius was away at work, but that didn't matter. I am not a selfish man and I gladly ate his portion in addition to mine.
I could not help but notice, however, that there was a shade of grief on Maggie's face. I said, over the coffee, "Are you unhappy, Maggie? Is your marriage not going well?"
"Oh, no, Uncle George," she said vehemently; "our marriage was made in heaven. Although we remain childless, we are so wrapped up in each other that we are barely aware of the loss. We live in a sea of perpetual bliss and have nothing more to ask of the universe."
"I see," I said, my teeth rather on edge. "Then why this shade of grief I seem to detect in you?"
She hesitated, and then burst out, "Oh, Uncle George, you are such a sensitive man. There is one thing that does interpose a bit of grit in the wheels of delight."
"And that is?"
"My appearance."
"Your appearance? What is wrong - " I swallowed and found myself unable to finish the sentence.
"I am not beautiful," said Maggie, with the air of one imparting a well-hidden secret.
"Ah!" I said.
"And I wish I were - for Octavius's sake. I want to be lovely just for him."
"Does he complain about your appearance?" I asked cautiously.
"Octavius? Certainly not. He bears his suffering in noble silence."
"Then how do you know he is suffering?"
"My woman's heart tells me so."
"But Maggie, Octavius is himself - well - not beautiful."
"How can you say that?" said Maggie indignantly. "He's gor geous."
"But perhaps he thinks you're gorgeous."
"Oh, no," said Maggie, "how could he think that?"
"Well, is he interested in other women?"
"Uncle George!" said Maggie, shocked. "What a base thought. I'm surprised at you. Octavius has no eyes for anyone but me."
"Then what does it matter if you are beautiful or not?"
"It's for him," she said. "Oh, Uncle George, I want to be beautiful for him."
And, leaping into my lap in a most unexpected and unpleasant way, she moistened the lapel of my jacket with her tears. In fact, it was wringing wet before she was quite through.
I had by then, of course, met Azazel, the two-centimeter demon I may have mentioned to you on occa - Now, old man, there is no need for you to mutter "ad nauseam" in that supercilious manner. Anyone who writes as you do should be embarrassed at bringing up the thought of nausea in any connection whatever.
In any case, I called up Azazel.
Azazel was asleep when he arrived. He had a