Another Life Altogether: A Novel - By Elaine Beale Page 0,46
we’d heard, the poor examiner was still out on disability leave.
“If you don’t want to see my dad, you’ll have to take the bus,” my father concluded.
“But it takes forever.”
My father shrugged. “It’s up to you.”
“Oh, all right, then. But we’re only stopping for an hour and not a second longer, right, Jesse?”
I turned toward the stairs and the relative safety of my bedroom. I didn’t want to get involved in their argument. I was already dealing with enough anxiety thinking about dragging Tracey along on this excursion.
CHAPTER EIGHT
WE PICKED UP TRACEY OUTSIDE HER HOUSE EARLY THE FOLLOWING afternoon. She was wearing a pair of short-shorts, her big black platform sandals, and a tight red tube top. As she walked down the path toward our car, my mother muttered, “See, Jesse, at least I’m not the type of mother that would let you out of the house dressed like that.”
I wasn’t sure that Mrs. Grasby was particularly thrilled about Tracey’s choice of outfit, either; she hadn’t exactly seemed like the kind of mother who would sanction such revealing clothes. But from our visit the other day I’d got the impression that Tracey’s mother was fighting a losing battle in controlling certain aspects of Tracey’s behavior, and that Tracey took particular delight in defying her. Still, as I looked down at the nondescript cotton trousers and shapeless T-shirt I was wearing, I wished that I had the courage to dress in outfits that would make my mother scream.
“Extremely nice to meet you, Tracey,” my mother said, peering through her window as Tracey drew near. She talked in her put-on posh voice, the one she always used to impress strangers and whenever she picked up the telephone. I found it excruciating. Fortunately, she could never keep it up for long and three sentences into any conversation she usually reverted to her normal accent.
“Yeah, thanks for inviting me.” Tracey pulled a smile and opened the car door. She clambered in beside me, arranging then rearranging her bare legs on the sticky vinyl of the backseat. As our car pulled away, I searched for signs of Amanda, but she was nowhere to be seen.
We turned onto the main road, and Tracey leaned toward my mother. “So I bet it’s a relief not be infectious anymore, Mrs. Bennett.” She spoke into my mother’s stiff mound of hair, which occupied most of the space directly in front of her.
“What did you say, dear?” my mother asked, cocking her head slightly.
I shot Tracey a fierce, wide-eyed look, pushing my lips tight together in an effort to silently communicate that it was critical that she drop this line of conversation right away. Tracey, however, was oblivious. “I said, it’s good that you’re not infectious anymore.”
My mother shifted around in her seat. “Infectious?” It was hard to gauge her expression. She had donned her sunglasses for this outing, the lenses reflecting back distorted round images of whatever she was looking at.
“Yeah,” Tracey said, ignoring my elbow dig to her side. “Jesse said you had the shingles. She said you’ve been quite poorly.”
“Did she now?” my mother said, turning toward me so that I could see a tubby, squat version of myself in her glasses, leaning as far into the corner of the backseat as possible. My father gave my mother a nervous glance. When he turned his attention back to the road, he let out a long, weighty sigh.
“Yeah, she said you’ve been poorly for what, a couple of months, right, Jesse?” Tracey looked from my mother to me. I said nothing. My mother continued to cast her silent, shaded scowl in my direction. “When I told my mum you had the shingles,” Tracey continued, “she said a friend of hers had it and was off work for months. Caused her all sorts of problems, she said.” Tracey’s ability to remain completely unaware of the frosty atmosphere that had filled the inside of the car was astounding. I quite envied her this talent.
“Well, Tracey,” my mother responded in an icily cheery voice, “you can tell your mother and anyone else that Jesse has broadcast the news of my illness to that I’m feeling all better now. And as for you, miss,” she said, stabbing an index finger in my direction. “I’ll be talking to you later.” And with that she spun around to stare solidly in front of her, as still as a statue until we pulled up, half an hour later, outside Granddad’s house.