“Thank you,” I say, “for being my connection to the Yara. I need to ask you some questions. Very important questions. Are you willing to answer them for me?”
“Of course, dear.” The woman’s eyes begin to look more focused, and a serene expression settles upon her face.
“I am looking for a friend. His name is Whittier Graves. I am picturing him in my mind right now. Can you see him?”
The old lady closes her eyes abruptly and then, opening them slowly, focuses on a spot in midair to the left of my head. “I see your friend,” she says.
“Where is he?”
“He is on a boat. Leaving our harbor.” She lifts her free hand and gives a distracted wave toward the invisible boat floating over my shoulder.
“What!” I exclaim, and then quickly control my emotions before I pass the shock on to my oracle. “When did he get on the boat?” I ask, my heart pounding painfully, but my voice as steady as I can manage.
“Moments ago.”
“Was he alone?” I ask, my already-cold face turning numb with fear.
“No, he was with a group of big men. Bad men. Two went with him and the others stayed.”
I fight to stay calm. “Do you know where his boat is going?” I ask. This is asking a lot of the woman. Using her to see the present and recent past is well within the bounds of realistic expectations. But from the oracle-reading exercises that Whit used to practice with me, I know this question verges on divination. The woman has to see into the future or even tap into Whit’s subconscious to give me an answer. The response I get will be cryptic at best. I focus on her, ready to catch every vital word.
The woman’s face crinkles in concentration. “Say it another way,” she responds after a few seconds.
I consider that, and finally ask, “Where must I go to find Whit and my clan?”
“You must go to your source,” she answers immediately.
“My source?” I ask, confused. “Denali?”
“No.” She shakes her head, frustrated by my incomprehension. “No, before that.”
“But I was born in Denali,” I respond.
Her frown deepens. “Aren’t you listening? You have to take a boat.” She is getting upset, and I know that her link with the Yara is fading if not already gone. I have so many questions I still want to ask. I flail around for the most important.
“Can you see my father? Do you know if he’s okay?”
“I have no idea what you are talking about,” she says stubbornly, and tugs back the hand I am holding.
Disappointed, I take her glove and fit it carefully back over her fingers. She has returned to the mad world in her mind. She blinks, as if surprised, and I clasp her gloved hand until she is oriented.
“Thank you for your help,” I say, standing. The dogs are at my side in a flash.
“They’re watching me. They know everything I’m thinking,” the lady says.
“Tell them to go away, and maybe they’ll leave you alone,” I respond.
“Now that’s an idea,” she says, her lips forming a surprised smile. Her smile broadens as her mind recedes into some pleasant memory, so that when the dogs and I leave her, she looks almost happy.
12
MILES
IT LIES THERE ON HIS DESK LIKE AN INVITATION: The notepad with my dad’s writing:
The girl is the key. No drug without her. Possibly still in Alaska, but coming by boat to the continent. Around 17. Shortish: 5’5”. Long black hair. Two huskies. Gold starburst in one eye.
What’s a gold starburst? I wonder.