All the Devils Are Here (Chief Inspector Armand Gamache #16) - Louise Penny Page 0,82
up the umbrella, a bit of an insult.
Gamache strolled through the familiar streets of the Marais, the rain, heavy at times, hitting the umbrella. It was, in its familiarity, a restful sound. Pat. Pat. Pat.
He walked past rue du Temple, pausing, as he always did, to study it. His grandmother had explained that it was named not for a Jewish temple, as he might have imagined, but for the Templars. This was where the Knights Templar had their headquarters, eight hundred years ago.
“This is where,” she’d told the boy, “they hid the treasure looted from the Holy Land in the Crusades. And when there was the putsch, when the Templars were rounded up and tortured, not one of them revealed where it was hidden.”
“The treasure?” young Armand had asked.
“Never found. Apparently still here, on rue du Temple, somewhere.”
Though by then Armand had understood that the treasure that was really lost were the lives.
Armand had gone to bed the night before hoping, praying, that he’d wake up to find a message from his son. Asking him to come around. Saying there was something he needed to tell his father.
But there was nothing.
Well, not nothing. There was an email from Isabelle Lacoste saying the engineer she’d consulted couldn’t find anything wrong with the Luxembourg plans.
And there was one from Mrs. McGillicuddy that he hadn’t read yet. Her messages tended to be long and rambling. And he couldn’t quite take that, first thing.
Gamache realized he’d have to tell Reine-Marie about the contents of Stephen’s will. But he wouldn’t, he thought, tell Daniel and Annie. Not yet.
Armand found himself on the Pont d’Arcole. The bridge that led across the Seine to the hôpital Hôtel-Dieu. Its name, Arcole, was a bit of a mystery, as with so much in Paris.
Some said it was named after a great victory by Napoleon over the Austrians, at the Battle of the Bridge of Arcole. Some said it was named for a young man killed in the French Revolution. He’d planted the tricolor and shouted, with his dying breath, “Remember, I am called Arcole.”
Daniel in particular had preferred that version, speaking as it did of valor and sacrifice.
The sort of heroics that would appeal to the young. And untested.
But it was, Armand thought as he continued his walk, an old and dangerous lie. There was nothing right or good in dying for your country. A necessity, sometimes, yes. But always a tragedy. Not an aspiration.
His anger toward his son had dissipated in the night, and now he thought of Daniel and how frightened he must have been, to lie like that.
Was he waiting in his apartment for the knock on the door? Knowing that, eventually, someone would discover the lie. Someone would come?
Armand walked over to the hôpital Hôtel-Dieu and spent half an hour with Stephen, rubbing the cream on his hands and feet. Then reading him the world news.
The ventilator continued to pump, and the beeping of the machines was steady, almost rhythmic.
But the man was still and silent.
After a hushed conversation with the nurse and the doctor on duty, Armand kissed Stephen on the forehead, told him he was kind and strong. Brave and loved.
“And I know that you always told the truth,” he whispered.
Then he left.
Though the nurse and doctor stopped short of saying it, he could see in their eyes that soon, very soon, they’d be asking him to make a decision. But he couldn’t think about that. Not yet.
The boulangerie on his way home was open, and he picked up half a dozen fresh croissants. By the time he got back, Reine-Marie was up.
“Five?” she said, after looking into the bag.
“One must’ve fallen out.”
“Of course it did, Chief Inspector. Did you sleep?” she asked, brushing crumbs off his coat.
“Very well.”
“How are you feeling about Daniel?”
“Calmer. You were right to have me wait. I’ll go around after breakfast.”
He took a long sip of rich, strong coffee while Reine-Marie spread strawberry jam on her croissant.
“I spoke with Mrs. McGillicuddy yesterday, about Stephen’s will,” he said. “He made a new one a year ago. After some sizable bequests, to his foundation and one to Mrs. McGillicuddy”—Armand hesitated for a moment, before going on—“he left the rest to us.”
Reine-Marie lowered her croissant to her plate, staring at him. To say it was a shock would have been disingenuous. But still, if she’d thought about it at all, she’d have said Stephen would leave Annie and Daniel small bequests. And them nothing at all.