Affliction (Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter) - Laurell K. Hamilton Page 0,256

evil necromancer’s undead army doesn’t eat all the nice people in Boulder.’

‘Does that make me the good necromancer, or just the other evil one?’

‘It makes you our necromancer; now go play with the vampires and raise us some zombies.’

‘Fine, you guys go stand somewhere else.’ I went to get my vampires and embrace my inner necromancer. I hoped I was the good one.

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Most animators need practice and training to raise the dead; I got training so I could stop doing it by accident. A beloved dog that crawled into bed with me when I was fourteen, roadkill that followed me like I was some nightmarish Pied Piper, and finally a college professor who had committed suicide and come to my dorm room so I could tell his wife he was sorry. I wondered if the lone shambling zombies that they’d occasionally find wandering around were accidents from untrained animators like I had been once. I’d learned to raise the dead with the traditional words, steel, ointment, and blood sacrifice, usually a chicken, but I didn’t need them. The man who had trained me needed them, but in emergencies I’d learned that they were just window dressing for me.

Edward was in the shadows with his flamethrower propped up against a larger tombstone. He’d only get it out if I could trap the Lover of Death in the circle. If he used a zombie body then I’d have him, but if he chose to ride one of his rotting vampires, that was harder. It was a lot harder to make a circle of power that could hold a vampire in, or out. I believed I could do it, if I stopped being afraid of myself. I realized as I stood in the cool night sensing Truth and Wicked at my back that I was still afraid of who I was, what I was, and there was still a part of me that would have chosen a different talent. Necromancy had given me so much in my life that made me happy, and I’d still have been ‘normal’ if I could have magically made it so.

I thought about no Jean-Claude in my life, no Nathaniel, or Micah, because they’d come to me because I had animals to call through Jean-Claude’s vampire marks. No one in my life who made me happy would have come into my life without my necromancy – not a single one. I thought about how happy I was, happier than I’d ever been, and I let go of the fear, the doubts, and decided to embrace all of me, truly, completely, and just trust.

I turned around and looked at the two vampires. I hugged them to me like I had when I first saw them tonight, but this time I let myself cuddle against their chests and raise my face up for a kiss. Wicked bent over me first and laid a gentle kiss upon my lips, and then Truth bent over me and started gentle, but the kiss grew and I moved my arm from around Wicked’s waist so I could wrap myself around Truth and kiss him back, all eager lips, and tongue, and then I lost enough control that I forgot I was kissing a vampire and those dainty fangs are sharp. I tasted blood like sweet copper pennies. Truth made a small inarticulate sound and kissed me harder, lifting me off the ground with his arms around my upper body, so that my feet dangled inches above the ground. It could have turned to the ardeur and heat, but I chose that moment to call my necromancy, though call was not the right word, because that implies you have to coax it, call it like a reluctant dog. I just stopped holding it back, and it spilled up through my body into my mouth and the vampire that was kissing me. He cried out, his mouth coming away from mine, blood trickling down his lower lip. Wicked was at my back, hand curling in my hair, turning my head to kiss him, and the necromancy liked him, too. Animators can raise zombies; necromancers control all the undead. Wicked kissed me as his brother had, all mouth and tongue and teeth, and bled me a little bit more so that it was passion and blood and necromancy all intertwined. The men dropped to their knees and took me with them to the grave underneath us. The moment my body touched the ground, my necromancy flooded into