Wolf Endangered (Willow's Forbidden Pack #2) - Avery Song Page 0,108

any regrets about, correct?"

Your theory is very valid. Mother Moon knew I'd need you in my life.

"I'm pleased by your praise."

Reaching for the other note, I quickly scanned it while reaching for the jeweled container and popping it open to reveal five various colored pills. The way my lips pouted at the sight only reminded me of Aurelia's laughter whenever she witnessed my expression after altering my meds.

* * *

I know you're probably pouting those lips of yours, bitch!

Trust me, I tried my best to minimize the number of pills, but your body needs a big reset. I drugged you and your lovely boyfriends so the pack would be in good shape.

* * *

"I love how she admits to drugging you all," my wolf noted.

Ya. Aurelia has no remorse when it comes to our health. If she thinks knocking you out is the best action to keep you alive, she'll do it with manic laughter haunting you in your dreams and tell you to apologize to her for wasting valuable time and material.

"Intriguing," my wolf replied. "I like her."

I giggled at her response and continued reading.

* * *

Pill one is going to give you a physical energy boost. Pill two will be a magical boost. Pill three is to tame your crazy bitch side, and pill four is to heighten your healing abilities for a few days. Finally, pill five is more of a calming pill. It's good for dealing with anxiety, depression, and other mental health conditions that may be assaulting you, which includes PTSD. It's a trial, but I've tested it a few times already so I'm confident it won't kill you.

Please take them with a glass of water and make sure you eat shortly after or you'll probably shift and go on a hunger rampage and kill shit. That ain't my fault if it happens, so better not delay.

See you soon.

XOXOXO

Aurelia C.

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"Guess I better be a good bestie and take these," I concluded and cringed at the sight. "Stupid pills."

"Your dislike for medicine is intriguing." My wolf was looking at the pills with interest. I mentally sighed and lowered the note to take the pills in my left hand before reaching for my glass of water.

Taking them and downing the water with ease, I almost vomited at the taste.

"Ewww."

"Okay...never mind. I disapprove of these things."

It's not like I truly dislike the benefits medicine delivers to anyone. My problem is needing to rely on it to remain healthy or, to some people's judgemental eyes, sane. It pushes a perspective that I'm so unbalanced that I can't think or act appropriately without these tiny creations and I just despise the feeling of being judged. It's all stupid and comes with the trauma of being tortured and mocked as a child, I guess.

My wolf seemed to understand, and I was surprised by her reply. "Needing something, whether it's a physical aid like a cane or to manage your emotional nerve connectors doesn't devalue your worth, Princess.”

It was the first time she’d used such a title, but her words held far more value than I could give her credit for.

"One may mock anyone for the color of their skin, the type of wolf they've been born into, the level of power they carry within themselves, or their achievements earned throughout their lifetime, but it doesn't define your worth that's seen in the eyes of Mother Moon. She sees it all, the good and the bad, and will never judge you for what you may deem as flaws. This life is a stepping stone for us to learn valuable lessons and change the lives of many. Some may be good, others may be bad. Regardless of our purpose upon this land, your worth does not decrease because you wish to take your quality of life seriously rather than suffer in silence."

You should be an advisor or my therapist.

"I'm glad my words aid in bringing you peace of mind."

Thank you...um. Would you like a name?

"I've never been given such."

Wolf shifters don't name their wolves?

"It's not necessary," she admitted. "You're a part of me and I'm a part of you. Some like to think of us as higher entities because we have our own consciousness and ability to make decisions, but to my knowledge, we're a higher extension of what you are destined to be. A mature part of what you'll one day become. As your strength grows, so does ours, so that we can aid you in achieving the best version