The Will of the Empress - By Tamora Pierce Page 0,139
sorry, but I had to see you, and it's not like you're opening the door to callers," he said, his eyes on Sandry. "I just wanted you to know I had no part in what Fin did. I'll have no purl in anything else of the kind. I swear it by Vrohain the Judge, may he cut off my hands if I lie."
They all watched him for a moment. Then the tension in the room eased. Briar sat down and applied himself to his meal once more. If Jak wasn't a threat, Briar wasn't about to let his food get cold.
"Why?" Sandry demanded, quivering as if she might yet flee him. "Why do you have such a distaste for it, when so many other men do not?"
Ambros cleared his throat. "You judge us all by the actions of a few, Cousin."
Sandry made a face. "I'm sorry, Ambros," she apologized, her voice still raspy. "I'm overwrought, I suppose."
Ealaga sighed. "Really, my dear husband, for a man who is so clever, you can be so shortsighted," she said with unhappy patience. "What else is she supposed to do, when any unmarried woman of western Namorn must live her life and judge all men by those few who have successfully stolen women away? Each time a man succeeds, we place our daughters and our sisters under new safeguards. We put their lives under new restrictions. We give them new signs that a man in whose company they find themselves might plan to kidnap them. Don't we teach our women to view all men according to the actions of a few?"
Ambros stared at his wife, speechless.
Ouch, thought Briar, finishing his sturgeon. That's got him where he sits. I wonder if it will make him a little more angry about this precious custom he's lived with?
Ealaga beckoned to a maid and the footman who had announced Jak, and murmured instructions. The maid hurried from the room; the footman brought a chair from against the wall and set it at the table between Ambros and Daja. "And I'm one of the ones who gets to live with what those few have done." Jak looked at Ealaga. "You remember, don't you? My mother's best friend?"
Briar saw a shadow cross Ealaga's face. "I certainly do. She killed herself rather than live with the man who stole her."
Jak looked at Sandry and shrugged. "My mother told me the story all my life. She made me swear never to insult a good woman in such a way, and to protect any women in my care who were trapped in that situation. You're a lovely girl, Sandry, even if you aren't exactly broken to bridle—"
Briar choked on a mouthful, thinking, Someone else isn't falling all over her Clehameness! Sandry glared at him.
"But I won't break my vow to my mother," Jak continued, "not for all the fortune in the world. You can't judge all Namorn by the imperial court, Sandry. I feel like you haven't given us a chance."
Sandry looked down at her lap. For a very long moment she said nothing. Finally she replied softly, "Probably I haven't. But as long as I am who I am, I don't think your court will give me a chance, either."
Makes sense, Briar thought. And she's got a point. They all wanted to be her friend without even knowing who she is.
Daja inched her chair over, leaving room for Jak to take the empty seat as the maid returned with place settings so he could join them for their meal. As the footman filled Jak's wine glass, the young nobleman looked at Sandry. "This is also me saying good-bye for a while. I'm in disgrace with Her Imperial Majesty, so I'm on my way back to my family's lands."
Ealaga gasped. Briar grinned. Somehow, he wasn't surprised. I bet he was supposed to try grabbing Sandry if she wouldn't say yes to a normal proposal, he thought. "You've been a bad lad?" he asked.
Jak grinned. "Until one of her hunting dogs takes sick again, or one of her old great-aunts descends on the palace for a visit. Then she'll remember I have my uses." He winked at Sandry. "I'm very good with crotchety ladies, old and young."
Sandry sat bolt upright, glaring at him, then seemed to remember where she had left her sense of humour. She began to giggle.
"Oh, good," said Jak, applying himself with gusto to his veal with caviar. "I was afraid that pinecone you've been sitting on so righteously was dug