When Stars Collide (Chicago Stars #9) - Susan Elizabeth Phillips Page 0,95
and so is Sophia.” She thought about what they hadn’t discussed. “Then we’re going to talk about those threating notes . . .” She shuddered. “That bloody T-shirt.”
Sarah lifted her tear-streaked face. “What do you mean? What threatening notes?”
* * *
Olivia awakened at noon the next day, her head throbbing. She downed two ibuprofens, swore never to drink again, and stumbled into the shower.
Sarah and Sophia had only gotten the suicide note, none of the other things. They hadn’t received any newspaper clippings with their heads cut out or watched a T-shirt covered with fake blood tumble out of an envelope. Neither of them had been assaulted on the second floor of an antiquarian bookstore or kidnapped in the Mojave Desert. She yearned to call Thad. Knowing she couldn’t do that was worse than the hangover.
She wrapped herself in her fuzziest bathrobe and staggered into the kitchen for coffee. Three days ago, when she’d broken up with Thad, she’d added twice as much water as she needed to the pot. Since then, she’d lost her apartment key and found it later in the piano bench. She’d added cumin instead of cinnamon to her oatmeal and nearly brushed her teeth with a tube of facial serum.
If only Thad were a man like Dennis, a man with a portable career and no ego. A man who’d never won a Heisman or completed seventy percent of his passes during one shining football season. Thad was her male doppelgänger. They’d taken different career paths, but they had the same internal makeup, the same passion for what they did, the same drive for excellence, and the same refusal to let anyone stand between them and glory.
Cradling a fresh mug of coffee, she called Piper and told her what had happened last night. Afterward, she wandered into the living room and gazed at her piano. What would it be like to sing without the heavy weight of guilt hanging over her? She plucked a few keys with her free hand. What would it be like to sing with nothing but a broken heart?
* * *
Thad had become familiar with the Internet’s opera news sites, and the story was all over the place. Liv had been benched for opening night. He’d gotten her to sing, but he hadn’t gotten her to sing well enough to perform, and he hated failure.
He talked to Piper daily. Sometimes more than once. Sometimes enough to make her tell him to get a life. But he couldn’t stop thinking about Liv wandering down some dark alley or jumping into a strange limousine. Even secure apartment buildings weren’t always secure. He called Piper again, and this time she had news. “It turns out Olivia’s former fiancé liked to spread the guilt around.”
“What do you mean?”
She told him about Sarah Mabunda’s revelation. “I’ve done some digging since then,” she said, “and it turns out Adam had a fourth target, a French horn player he dated between Sophia Ricci and Olivia.”
“He sure didn’t have any trouble attracting women.”
“He was very good-looking, like a floppy-haired angel.”
Thad suppressed the desire to ask which one of them was better looking—himself or Adam—which only went to show how far he’d sunk.
Saturday came, the day of the Aida premiere. To distract himself, he biked all eighteen miles of the lakefront trail. Olivia had said she loved him, and he knew her well enough to know she wouldn’t toss around those words lightly. But what kind of person announced they loved somebody and broke up with them?
When he got home from his bike ride, he saw that his favorite opera blogger had put up a fresh post.
Despite stories to the contrary, Olivia Shore will be taking the stage tonight for the Muni’s premiere of Aida.
* * *
Olivia arrived at the Muni early. She’d somehow managed to convince Mitchell to change his mind about her appearance tonight by reminding him how angry the season ticket holders would be if she didn’t sing. Eventually, he’d capitulated.
Last week, when she’d still had hope, she’d ordered beautifully boxed mini–opera cakes as opening night gifts for her fellow cast members. Now she traveled dutifully from one dressing room to the next with her gifts and “Toi, toi, toi . . .” for the others who’d arrived early.
Everyone treated her carefully, as if she had a terminal illness. Only Sarah gave her a long hug. “Toi, toi, toi, my friend. Let’s make magic.”
Magic was a long way off, but Olivia was done with the burden of responsibility