in all the best ways. He would absolutely be a tight fit at first, but then it would feel so, so good. I know it would. I slide my fingers up and down his length, not pumping, just caressing, as if I can’t quite figure out what I’m going to do with him. Truth is, I know exactly what I want to do. Is it weird to cuff a man and then blow him? Because that’s kind of what I want to do. I want to learn his body. I want to see how he reacts when he comes. I want to feel that power over him, to know I’m the one in charge of his pleasure. I know this moment is supposed to be about me, and in a way, it is. I’m more interested in getting rid of my fear than I am of my own pleasure. One will follow the other.
I shift my weight on my knees and look him in the eyes, my fingers resting lightly on him. “I’m going to take you in my mouth. Just…try and be still, all right? I’m jumpy enough as it is.”
He nods, gaze intense. “Do what you like. I will remain silent.”
I feel like he understands. I smile up at Nassakth, feeling lucky that he’s so understanding…and then I lower my head.
37
NASSAKTH
Kim rests on her knees between my thighs, her breath on my skin, and even though I promised to remain quiet, it is…difficult. I want to tell her how beautiful she is, how the sight of her like this is more than I have ever dreamed for myself, how I am the luckiest of males.
But then she takes the head of my cock into her mouth and then there are no words.
I fight back the groan of sheer pleasure that threatens to erupt from my throat and maintain my silence, sweating as she explores my cock with her tongue. Her soft lips are closed around the head, her mouth enveloping me, and I cannot stop staring down at her, watching her expression as she takes me in. My cock looks far too large for her small mouth, which is incredibly arousing on its own, but even more arousing than that are the expressions Kim makes as she licks and suckles me. Her eyes are half-closed, as if she loses herself in the moment, and she makes soft little sounds in her throat even as her tongue teases. She is lost in the moment, and she is…enjoying herself.
There is no greater gift.
She cannot take much of my cock into her mouth; I am too big, her mouth too small. I watch her, fascinated, as she realizes this and pops the head out of her mouth, her lips shiny and pink, and she curls her fingers at the base. That small touch sends a tremor shivering through the base of my spine, and I can practically feel my sac filling with seed.
“You’re so big,” she whispers, licking the tip of my cock and looking up at me. “I don’t think I can do this right.”
“Everything you do is perfect,” I rasp. My hips twitch, as if desperate to jerk in response to her touch, and it takes all that I am to remain still. “Your touch is more than enough.”
“I want to give you more,” she admits shamelessly. Kim leans in and licks the underside of my cock in a blatant show. “I want to make you come.”
I groan then, the breath heaving from my lungs. “Then keep touching me.”
“Am I doing it right? To please you? I don’t know how praxiians touch.” Her hand tightens at the base of my cock and she squeezes, then gives a little pump with her fist.
“Just…like…that.” I fight back a snarl of pleasure. She has asked me to be silent, but when she pauses and looks up at me again for approval, I decide I will tell her my thoughts and watch her face to see if I am overstepping. “It is a cock,” I say through gritted teeth. “Every lick of your tongue, every touch of your hands…these are things I have dreamed of. I love watching you take me in your mouth. It makes me want to spill all over that pretty pink tongue of yours.”
Kim gasps, and in the next moment, her mouth is on the head of my cock again, and she sucks on it, her hands working my shaft even as she gazes up at me with hungry