The Wall of Winnipeg and Me - Mariana Zapata Page 0,174
back of my hand. I’d been the biggest crybaby since Christmas, and I had no reason for it. “Why am I getting so upset? We’ll still text message each other, right?”
“Of course we will. Of course we will. Come on.” Were his eyes getting shiny? “Gimme a hug. You’re gonna make my mascara run.”
I laughed even as I threw my arms around him. “You’re an idiot, but I love you.”
With two arms slung over my shoulders, his chest gurgled beneath mine in what sounded like a watery chuckle.
“You don’t have to do the marathon if you don’t want to,” I let his shirt know.
“You haven’t put me through hell for me to back out on you now, darlin’. We’re doin’ it.”
“But if you’d rather go to Austin sooner than later…”
“We’re doin’ this,” he insisted. He pulled back, his hands going to my upper arms so he could peer down at me. “You know you’re gonna be all right, don’t you?”
“Doing the marathon or if I have to move with Aiden?”
Those light blue eyes narrowed down at me. “I’m not worried about you doin’ the marathon. You got that thing in check. I meant movin’.”
“Oh, yeah.” I shrugged. “I’m not that worried about it. I don’t do much here in Dallas anyway, and Aiden’s been keeping me company a lot more.”
Part of me expected him to say something like “I’d noticed” because he’d been teasing me mercilessly from the moment he came home after the New Year and seen the ring Aiden had bought me. The fact I only took it off when we went running didn’t help. Instead though, Zac nodded, his smile easy. “He’ll make sure you’re fine.”
That had me snorting. I wanted to tell him about Aiden and how I’d been feeling but… I couldn’t. I just couldn’t. Every day this thing with him just got stronger. Worse. How do you fall in love with the man you’re supposed to divorce in a few years? I was an idiot, and sometimes I didn’t want to face the facts of just how stupid I was.
I wasn’t really convinced of the idea that Aiden would make the effort to make sure I settled in okay in a new city. I knew what his main focus in life was, and it definitely wasn’t me. “How are things going with both of you anyway? Has it gotten any better?” I hadn’t really seen them talk much in the last few weeks, not that they ever talked much to begin with, period.
“All right.” His answer was as innocent as I expected. “Why?”
“I haven’t really seen you two talk. I was just wondering if something had happened.”
Zac shook his head. “No. Things are different now. That’s all. He doesn’t know what to say to me, and I don’t know what to say to him either. The last time I tried to talk to him he lectured me on how it was my fault I got cut from my team. I know it’s my fault, but I don’t wanna hear him say that. Look, don’t worry about him and me; I’m not the one who’s got his ring on my finger. You two are gonna be fine.”
Wait a second…. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You know what.” He winked.
“No. I don’t know.” I didn’t like where this was going, and I definitely disliked the intelligence in his eyes even less.
When Zac put a hand on the top of my head and gave me a pat, I crossed my eyes. “Don’t be a dunce. He got into bed with you—”
“Because I was scared!”
“He got into a fight for you, Van. If that doesn’t say it all, I don’t know what does.”
“Because—”
He apparently didn’t care what I had to say. “I’ve seen the way you look at him. I know how you’ve always looked at him.”
No.
“You’ll never meet anybody more loyal than him, Van, and I don’t know anybody better that Aiden could have ended up with. You might be the only person in the world who can put up with his ass. I just hope you two do something about it and not waste time.”
I could only stare at him blankly.
It was the garage door opening that snapped us both out of the stare down we were having. By the time we separated, with Zac thinking he knew some dirty little secret and me not sure what the hell was going on, Aiden had opened the door to the garage. Leo shot up from beneath the table,