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hell. That's what I'm saying. You're still in the hell of revenge."

According to the clock above the cash register, Doug had been at the restaurant nearly an hour. In a little while, McTeague would be arriving at the office in Hong Kong, getting ready to withdraw a bit more of Atlantic Securities' money from the market. Doug needed to get back, to look the numbers over once more, to make sure they were reducing their exposure at a quick enough pace.

"Do your folks still live around here?" Vrieger asked, breaking the silence between them.

"Who told you that?"

"You did. When I first met you."

"Alden," Doug said. "And it's just my mother."

"Wasn't my business then and it isn't now."

He scooped up a handful of nuts and, removing the cigarette from between his lips, leaned his head back and poured them into his mouth. "I don't mean to get at you. You got out, like you wanted to. You built a life. You've got something. I guess it's just a question of what you bring out with you. Me? I didn't bring much. Fact is, I'm going back."

"Back where?"

"The Gulf."

"What the fuck are you talking about?"

"I know a guy down in Virginia. He started one of these security outfits. Lots of ex-military. It's still pretty small but he says if I get through the training, he'll give me a job. I'm telling you, everybody's ramping up. Logistics. Force protection. They don't know where they're going yet, where they'll be needed. But it's going to be a shit-storm."

"You're kidding me. Why the hell would you do that?"

"Why not?" Vrieger said. "I've got nothing here. Nothing to go the distance with. At least there I'll be back inside. It's got nothing to do with making up for what we did. Or winning or being forgiven or any of that. I guess you could say it's sad or fucked up or I'm traumatized or whatever. But I don't really care about any of that anymore. I'm not looking to be cured."

WALKING BACK under the rusted struts of the Central Artery, the roar of jackhammers filling his ears, Doug felt light-headed. By the time he reached the cool of the tower's lobby, the dizziness had given way to exhaustion. His legs would barely move one in front of the other. Unsure if he would make it to the elevator, he took a seat on one of the chrome benches running along the glass wall of the atrium. He watched employees come and go: the senior secretaries paddling by with their shoulder bags full of crosswords and knitting, junior analysts in serious suits, building security in purple sport coats returning with their takeout. A young woman coming off the elevator glanced in Doug's direction and, recognizing him, appeared confused at the sight of him on his own with no papers or briefcase or BlackBerry in hand.

Finally, he managed to get his phone out and dial Sabrina.

"Call the garage for me, would you?" he said. "Have them bring up my car."

By the time it appeared in front of the building, he felt lucid enough to take the wheel. He headed for Storrow Drive thinking maybe he would walk along the river to clear his head, but the mere thought of it tired him further and so he kept driving, exiting onto the Pike, where the lanes were clogged with traffic. It took him twenty minutes longer than usual to reach the house. Tossing his keys on the kitchen counter, he headed up the stairs to his room and flopped down on the bed, not even bothering to remove his shoes.

On the verge of sleep, he heard a sound behind him, coming from the bathroom.

He opened his eyes and remained perfectly still. Listening intently, he discerned two cautious footsteps. The house contained nothing worth stealing but the televisions; they were still here. Whoever it was had been waiting. Slowly, very slowly, he moved his hand to the floor. Reaching under the bed, he fingered the steel crosshatching on the butt of his pistol and coaxed it into his grip. Between the next footstep and the one that followed, he counted five seconds. The sound was just a few yards from his shoulder now. When he heard it again, he grabbed the gun up off the floor, cocked it, and swiveled upright, shouting, "Back it up!" just in time to see the young man's knees buckle as he fainted, falling into the room with a thud.

Coming up off the bed, Doug