spot on the bed. "Lick it. Look at me when you do."
She swallows thickly before getting on all fours between my legs and obediently licking the stain she's left on the sheets. Once she's done, I smirk at her and take her back in my arms.
"Now I've taken all your virginities," I mutter in her hair.
"So are you done with me?"
"Not a fucking chance." I cradle her body against mine. We fall asleep like that, entwined as if we're one.
And I may have just stolen the last thing she kept sacred... but my mind is already full of ideas of what I'm going to do to my wife next.
32
June
The next morning, I wake up bright and early as usual. I've always been an early riser, even when on vacation. What is strange, though, is the fact I got some sleep. Ever since ... everything that went down, I've been an insomniac. It takes me hours to fall asleep, and instead of the deep slumber I've come to expect since my childhood, the nightmares are back in full force. But somehow, tonight was the first night I haven't had a nightmare in a long time. I woke up perfectly rested and feeling refreshed. Thrilled by the improvement, I press a kiss against Kade’s lips before quickly getting dressed for the beach. I put a sarong over my bikini and add a big sunhat and some designer sunglasses Kade insisted on treating me with.
Shutting the door lightly behind me, I head for the shore. It's a beautiful day as I imagine every single one is in these parts. The sun is shining down but not too harsh with its rays, the temperature tolerable and pleasant. I decide to go for a long walk on the beach. As I walk along the sandy shore, I instantly wish I had brought my camera or at least a phone with me. There are so many beautiful sights around here I would just love to capture forever.
Before I know it, two hours have passed, and the sun is high in the sky and beating down against my skin. I foolishly realize I neglected to apply sunblock and groan when I think of how sunburned my pale skin will be in a couple of hours. The trek back is long as I've made my way along the shore, enveloped in my own private thoughts. But none of it seems to matter because I feel better and happier than I have in weeks.
A huge smile is plastered across my face when I finally make it back to the hotel grounds. But then, I freeze on the spot when I see the scene in front of me.
There's Kade, the man I love. And that scene alone would put a grin on my face, but... There seems to be a woman with him.
I'm standing too far away to see who she is, but she is slim and pert, and has long dark hair just like me. If I wasn't aware that I was standing so far away, I might even think it was us—Kade and me like it should be. But he's laughing at something the dark-haired woman is saying, and then he wraps a hand around her bikini-clad body, and before I know it, his hand reaches downward, squeezing her pert ass.
A gasp escapes my lips as I stare at the scene in front of me, and then anger starts boiling my blood. While a voice keeps telling me my Kade would never, ever do what I just saw, I have to face the hard facts right in front of me. Finally, I've had enough of looking at them, and I storm back to our room to change.
Dressing in my prettiest and sexiest outfit, I head downstairs for lunch. And only a few minutes after me, Kade comes through the door and joins me at our table with a kiss and that cheeky signature smirk of his. I knit my brows together when he sits down, noticing he's managed to dry his salty hair since the last time I saw him. I have no idea how he did that since I was just in our room, but I swallow my pride and deny that something is wrong. We go through our meal, my moves robotic, my heart pounding, and finally, I can't take it anymore.
"I saw you at the beach today," I say coldly, staring him right in the eyes. But all Kade does is return a completely blank