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is between us.”
I figured he would close the door in my face, but instead he stepped back, allowing me access into his house. I made my way into the living room and sat down on the couch as he followed silently, sitting in the chair across from me. Great, he couldn’t even to stand to be on the same couch as me.
“Look, I screwed up. I know it, you know it, and your bed knows it. I cheated on Logan, I hurt you, and I just all around fucked up ok? But I am so sorry, and God Drake, I just miss you. I miss how close we were. I felt we had something special, and I want to get it back. Can you ever forgive me?” I said the words in a rush, hoping to get them all out at once so I wouldn’t have to say them again.
He studied me silently for a minute before speaking, “Sure Chloe, I can forgive you, but first I need to know which part I’m supposed to forgive. The fact you cheated on your boyfriend with me, or the fact that you fucked me, or the fact that you just ran after said fucking. Or maybe for the fact you ignored me when I tried to talk to you about all of this. Or…”
I stopped him midsentence, “Ok, I get it Drake. I just miss you. You and I were a mistake, one that I will regret for the rest of my life because I cheated on Logan, and obviously hurt you at the same time whether I realized it or not. I didn’t mean for it to happen, I just want my friend back. I want you back.”
Tears stung my eyes as I poured my heart out to him, but I refused to look away from him. His eyes hardened at my words and he quickly stood and walked over to me.
Kneeling down in front of me, he caught me with a murderous glare, “For someone who misses me so much, you sure seem to regret everything about me. What was I to you Chloe? One of those I’m bored and he’s here fuck? Or just a typical I’ve had a long day and need to blow off some steam fuck? Well I’ve got news for you, I don’t regret it at all. Feeling your skin pressed up against mine, being inside you, hearing you cry out, that was one of the best nights of my life until you fucked it up with all your guilt. I miss you too, but things aren’t going to go back to the way they were Chloe. I’ve felt you, tasted you, and now all I want is more.”
His words stunned me and turned me on all at once, “Drake…”
“No, don’t even say anything Chloe. When you talk everything gets so screwed up. I want you, and I know you want me too.”
I shook my head at his words, “I can’t Drake. I’m with Logan, I won’t hurt him.”
He leaned in until he was inches from my face, “You mean hurt him again, because you already did once, whether he knows it or not. You want me and I want you, don’t even deny it Chloe. You’ve wanted me since the beginning, and I was too damn stubborn and proud to take it when you offered. Please Chloe.”
He leaned in to kiss be but I shoved him away. “I don’t want you Drake! Damn it! Damn it all! I want my friend back.”
I stood and turned for the door but he caught my arm and spun me around to face him. “You want me Chloe, and I’m going to show you just how much.” Before I could respond he pulled me against his chest and was kissing me hard.
His lips pressed against mine roughly, his lip ring cutting into my skin, our teeth hitting together with the force of it. I tried pushed against his chest, fighting him, but his kiss quickly took over. Before I knew what I was doing, I was kissing him back with as much ferocity as he was giving me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer until I felt his hard body everywhere.
He shoved me up against the wall as his hands slipped under my shirt to run his fingers across my stomach, my ribs, until he was cupping my breast through my silk bra, pinching my nipple roughly. He let go of me only