“I had to curl my fingers and force them down by my side or around a glass, so I didn’t move across the room and wrap a hand around your arm.”
“You should have. That’s what you never understood. If you’d crooked your finger, showed even the slightest interest, I’d have been across that floor and pulled you into my arms moments later. Fuck the pack. I…I went home with Laurel Maitland because Rob told me to get drunk and find someone else to get you out of my system, but…I couldn’t even get it up, Shannon. She tried, I tried, the will of the pack was beating down on me, but it didn’t work.”
“It worked later.” I said the words carefully, feeling their sharp edges.
“Not like this though. My heart wasn’t racing like a rabbit’s when they touched me.” He moved my hand so it lay over his chest, so I could feel the evidence of his words. “I didn’t follow every little movement of their hands…” His voice trailed away with a hiss as I thumbed his nipple. “I didn’t feel every damn caress in my cock, making me ache.” He bruised my mouth with a hungry kiss. “You want to explore me? Go nuts, baby. You hold me in that palm of yours. I’m never going to say no.”
I took in a long shuddering breath. What had started as simple curiosity, reacquainting myself with his body, had become something else altogether. His muscles jumped as I touched him, his cock twitching as I moved further down. Then I took him in my hand, both hands, to the musical sound of his groans.
“Oh, love…”
He sounded so desperate, it was hard to process. Jai Heller brought down by a simple caress. His head fell back as I stroked him from head down to the angry looking bulge at the base. It was swollen and red, looked uncomfortable to my eyes, but I ran my palm over it to his agonised sounding moans.
“Yes, Shan. So good.” I swivelled my hand around it, his cock throbbing wildly. “Give it a squeeze. Gentle like… Yeah, just like that. Fuck!” I almost pulled away as he cried out. “No, no, don’t stop. Fuck, don’t stop. That’s what you’re gonna feel like when you squeeze down around me, holding me tight.”
“Is this…is this the most sensitive part?”
He rolled his head up to look at me, his eyes muzzy with lust. He shook his head slowly, still obviously affected by my caresses.
“It’s all sensitive, love. You could wrap one hand around my knot and the other around my shaft. Sweet fucking Jesus…” he growled as I did just that. It took a little coordinating, one hand working up and down, the other squeezing around the bottom part of his shaft, but the results were dramatic. His fingers clawed at the bed, his stomach turned into a wall of tensed muscle, jerking and jumping with each movement.
“Love, I’m gonna come if you keep doing that. Shan?”
He opened his eyes a crack as I moved, trying to keep stroking him. I focussed more on the knot, replacing my upper hand with my mouth.
“No, Shan, stop… You keep squeezing my knot, there’ll be too much. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Love, I’m gonna burst. Shan!”
His roar filled the room, and I felt his whole shaft convulse. I was about to find out why. Cum flooded my mouth, rope after rope after rope. I swallowed frantically, but he jerked me away because he just kept coming. It splattered all over his chest as my fingers tightened around the base, almost forcing it out as it slowly deflated. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand, removing everything I’d been unable to swallow, and watched the explosion subside until he sagged on the bed, sucking in deep breaths.
Holy fucking shit, I thought, surveying the aftermath. He rolled over, grabbing a shirt from the floor and wiping himself clean before launching himself at me.
“That was the most intense thing I’ve ever felt,” he growled, then slammed his mouth down on mine. “You’re amazing. And you're mine now. No more stalling, Bruce. You’re gonna get yours.”
“It’s OK—oh!”
I was flipped onto my back, my thighs spread wide as he dropped down between them. He ate me like I was his last meal, like there was nothing in the world that could stop him. I felt the scrape of his fangs, the pull of his lips, the wriggle of his tongue in a gloriously