A Suitable Vengeance - By Elizabeth George Page 0,171

a better plan and asked him to meet me on the cliff after the party Saturday night." "And then you killed him?" "I'd taken the knife, but he was drunk. It was easy enough to shove him over the edge and hope it would look like an accident." For a moment Trenarrow fell silent. He studied a few folders, a magazine, three photographs, a pen that were arranged on his desk. "I didn't regret that. Not for a moment.

I still don't." "But he'd already passed the drug on to Sasha. It was ergotamine and quinine. He told her to give it to Peter." "I've been too late every way I've turned. What a mess.

What a blasted horror." Trenarrow began uselessly to gather a few papers, arranging them in a pile, tapping them together. He fondly looked round the room. He said, "I wanted this for her. I couldn't offer her Gull Cottage. What a ludicrous thought. But she would have come here. And oncozyme made it possible, so it seemed a double good. Can you understand that? People, who otherwise faced death, would live and be cured, while your mother and I would finally be together. I wanted this for her." He held the papers in one hand and with the other slid open the middle drawer of his desk. "Had oncozyme existed then, I would have saved him, Tommy. Without hesitation. Without a second thought. No matter what I felt for your mother. I hope you believe me." He placed the papers in the drawer, rested his hand on top of them. "Does she know about this?" Lyniey thought of his father, wasting away. He thought of his mother, trying to make the best of her life. He thought of his brother, growing up at Howenstow alone. He thought of Trenarrow. It was an effort to speak. "She doesn't know." "Thank God." Trenarrow's hand slithered in and then out i of the drawer. A dull glint upon metal. He held a revolver.

"Thank God," he said again and levelled it at St. James. "Roderick." Lynley stared at the gun. Wild thoughts-disconnected - darted through his brain. A black market purchase, a wartime antique, the gun room at Howenstow. Of course he'd have prepared for this moment. They'd been signalling to him that it was coming for days. Their questions, their interviews, their telephone calls. "Roderick, for God's sake." "Yes," Trenarrow said. "I suppose that's right." Lynley quickly shifted his eyes. St. James' face hadn't changed; it didn't show even a shadow of emotion. A movement at the edge of his vision and Lynley looked back to the gun. Trenarrow's finger was easing towards the trigger. And suddenly before him was the possibility again, a thematic repetition he could not avoid. It was every foul wish in absolute spades. >, There was only a split second to make a decision.

Choose, he told himself fiercely. And he did so. "Roderick, you can't hope - " Lynley's words were cut off by the bellow of the gun. Deborah pressed her fists against the small of her back to ease her tired muscles. The room was warm, and in spite of the window that was cracked open against the rain, the smoke from Harry Cambrey's cigarettes made the air malodorous, eye-stinging, and stuffy. In the office, everyone had continued with his work. Telephones rang intermittently, word processor keys tapped, drawers opened and shut, footsteps creaked across the floor. Deborah had explored the contents of one entire filing cabinet, achieving nothing more than three paper cuts between her fingers and print stains across the palms of her hands. From the sounds Harry Cambrey was making - a groan, a sigh, a muttered oath - it didn't seem that he was having any better luck. She stifled a yawn, feeling completely drained. She'd slept only an hour or two after dawn, and even then the fractured dreams she'd experienced had left her physically depleted and emotionally worn. The effort not to think about last night had taken its toll.

Now she only wanted sleep, partly as succour but mostly as escape. Even as she thought about it, her eyelids grew heavy. The rain on the roof was wonderfully soporific, the room was warm, the murmur of voices so soothing . . . A howl of sirens on the street below slapped her fully awake. First one, then a second. A moment later, a third. Julianna Vendale left her desk and went to the window. Deborah joined her