The Silver Linings Playbook - By Matthew Quick Page 0,51
to tell her I found the "Pat" box in the attic, how hungry I was today, that I really don't want to live in a filthy house, and I need to take one thing at a time - finding the end of apart time first and foremost - but Mom looks so determined and almost proud. So I agree to help her make the house filthy. She says we will be eating takeout, and when my father is not home, everything will be as it was before she wrote the note, but when my father is home, we will be slovenly. I tell Mom that while she is on strike, she can sleep in my bed, because I want to sleep in the attic anyway. When she says she'll sleep on the couch, I insist she take my bed, and she thanks me.
"Mom?" I say when she turns to leave.
She faces me.
"Does Jake have a girlfriend?" I ask.
"Why?"
"I called him today, and a woman answered the phone."
"Maybe he does have a girlfriend," she says, and then walks away.
The indifference Mom shows regarding Jake's love life makes me feel as though I am forgetting something. If Jake had a girl friend Mom did not know about, she would have asked me a million questions. Her lack of interest suggests that Mom is keeping another secret from me, maybe something larger than what I found in the "Pat" box. Mom must be protecting me, I think, but I still want to know from what.
Chapter 25
The Asian Invasion
After a relatively short workout and an even shorter - and silent - run with Tiffany, I hop a train to Philadelphia. Following Jake's directions, I walk down Market Street toward the river, turn right on Second Street, and follow the road to his building.
When I reach the address, I am surprised to find that Jake lives in a high-rise that overlooks the Delaware River. I have to give my name to the doorman and tell him who I am visiting before he will let me in the building. He's just an old man in a funny costume, who says "Go Eagles" when he sees my Baskett jersey, but my brother having a doorman is sort of impressive, regardless of the man's uniform.
Another old man wears a different sort of funny costume in the elevator - he even has on one of those brimless monkey hats - and this man takes me to the tenth floor after I tell him my brother's name.
The elevator doors open, and I walk down a blue hallway on a thick red carpet. When I find number 1021, I knock three times.
"What's up, Baskett?" my brother says after he opens the door. He's in his Jerome Brown memorial jersey because it's game day again. "Come on in."
There is a huge bay window in the living room, and I can see the Ben Franklin Bridge, the Camden Aquarium, and tiny boats floating on the Delaware. It's a beautiful view. I immediately notice that my brother has a flat-screen television thin enough to hang on the wall like a picture - and it is even bigger than Dad's television. But strangest of all, my brother has a baby grand piano in his living room. "What's this?" I ask.
"Check it out," Jake says. He sits down on the piano bench, lifts the cover off the keys, and then actually starts playing. I am amazed that he can play "Fly, Eagles, Fly." His version isn't very fancy, just a simple chord progression, but it's definitely the Eagles' fight song. When he begins to sing, I sing along with him. When he finishes, we do the chant and then Jake tells me he has been taking lessons for the past three years. He even plays me another song, which is very unlike "Fly, Eagles, Fly." This next song is familiar - surprisingly gentle, like a kitten walking through high grass - and it seems so unlike Jake to create something this beautiful. I actually feel my eyes moistening as my brother plays with his eyes shut, moving his torso back and forth with the sway of the piece, which also looks funny because he is wearing an Eagles jersey. He makes a couple of mistakes, but I don't even care, because he is trying very hard to play the piece correctly for me and that's what counts, right?
When he finishes, I clap loudly and then ask him what he was playing.