The Silver Linings Playbook - By Matthew Quick Page 0,33
in the tent! I wanna introduce you to my boy - Jake's brother, Pat."
The tent is the size of a small house. I walk through the slit on one side, and a huge flat-screen television is set up on milk crates stacked two by four. Five really fat guys are seated in folding chairs, watching the pregame show - all of them in Eagles jerseys. Scott rattles off the names. After he says mine, the men nod and wave and then go back to watching the pregame show. All of them have handheld personal organizers, and their eyes are rapidly moving back and forth between the small screens in their hands and the large screen at the far side of the tent. Almost all have earpieces in, which I guess are connected to cellular phones.
As we exit the tent, Scott says, "Don't mind them. They're all trying to get last-minute info. They'll be a little more friendly after they've placed their bets."
"Who are they?" I ask.
"Guys from my work. I'm a computer tech now for Digital Cross Health. We do websites for family doctors."
"How are they watching television out here in the parking lot?" I ask.
My brother waves me around to the back of the tent, points to a small engine in a square of metal, and says, "Gas-powered generator." He points to the top of the tent, where a small gray plate is perched, and says, "Satellite dish."
"What do they do with all this gear when they go into the game?" I ask.
"Oh," Scott says with a laugh. "They don't have tickets."
Jake pours a Yuengling Lager into a plastic cup and hands it to me, and I notice three coolers loaded with beer cans and bottles, probably four or five cases. I know the plastic cup is to keep away the police, who can arrest you for having an open beer can in your hand but not for holding a plastic cup. The bag of empties just outside the tent suggests that Jake and Scott are way ahead of me.
As Scott finishes grilling breakfast - thick sausages and eggs scrambled in a pan he has placed over the gas flames - he does not ask me many questions about what I have been up to, which I appreciate. I'm sure my brother has already told Scott all about my time in the bad place and my separation from Nikki, but I still appreciate Scott's allowing me to reenter the world of Eagles football without an interrogation.
Scott tells me about his life, and it turns out that while I was in the bad place, he married someone named Willow, and they actually now have three-year-old twins named Tami and Jeri-Lyn. Scott shows me the picture he keeps in his wallet, and the girls are dressed alike in little pink ballerina outfits - tutus, tights - their hands stretched up over silver tiaras, pointing toward heaven. "My tiny dancers. We live on the Pennsylvania side now. Havertown," Scott says as he loads a half dozen sausages onto the top rack of the barbecue, where they will keep warm while the next batch cooks. I think about Emily and me floating over the waves only the day before, and again I promise myself I'll get busy making my own daughter just as soon as apart time is over.
I try not to do the math in my head, but I can't help it. If he has twins who are three years old and he was married sometime after I last saw him - but before his wife got pregnant - it must mean that I have not seen Scott for at least four years. Now maybe he knocked up his girlfriend and then married her, but of course, I can't ask that. Since his daughters are three, the math indicates he and I have not talked for at least three or four years.
My last memory of Scott is at the Vet. I had sold my season ticket to Scott's brother Chris a season or two before, but Chris often went away on business conferences and allowed me to buy my seat back for the few home games played when he was out of town. I came up from Baltimore to see the Eagles play Dallas; I don't remember who won or what the score was. But I remember sitting in between Scott and Jake - up in the 700 Level - when Dallas scored a rushing touchdown. Some clown behind us stood up