Shame the Devil (Portland Devils #3) - Rosalind James Page 0,85

the considerable accumulation of blood—no wonder, he’d thought as he’d watched the water in the drain go from red to pink, that the cops had been so alarmed—and then change into his last clean clothes, which happened to be a pair of black sleep shorts and a faded Devils T-shirt. Now, he and Jennifer each had a tray in their lap, he had a bottle of beer on his, and she was sipping another glass of wine.

He said, “Is this the longest day of our lives, or what?”

She smiled. It was slow. It was impossible to look away from, too. Pale skin and freckles and a curvy little body in a too-big bathrobe that he wanted to take off. The gas fireplace on the opposite wall was sending out warmth, but it couldn’t possibly compare with Jennifer on your bed.

“It’s been long,” she said. “It’s been nuts. Yellowstone to North Dakota to here. A private jet. Your speech. All that bratwurst. All that cold. The police.”

“Hearing about your past,” he said.

“Hearing about yours.” Still a little tease in those eyes, but compassion, too. “I think we shared.”

“I think you’re right.” She was making only languid progress on her enchiladas, and now, she set her fork down, turned that sweet body toward him, and said, “Thanks for helping to keep me covered tonight, when my robe kept slipping. I saw what you did. You were … pretty special. All day.” She heaved in a breath. “And I’m thinking I was crazy to back out.”

He tried to think of what to say, and couldn’t. He knew what he wanted to say. He finally said, “Could be the drugs talking. Could be the wine.”

She said, “Could you take this tray away? And then, since you’re so good at taking care of people … could you come take care of me?”

That was his pulse rate taking a jump. He said, “You sure?” He took her tray away, though. He left her wine. Sometimes, you needed to live dangerously. Sometimes, you needed to be bad.

He was more than ready for that. Was she?

“I think the drugs are just letting me say what I want to say,” she said, “and it’s this. I’ve been careful all my life. Ever since I was fifteen. I’m tired of being careful. I want to take a chance. I want to find out what I’ve been missing. I want to fly.”

She thought he wasn’t going to do it. He was just sitting there, looking strong and beautiful and … she couldn’t tell what. Excited? Worried? Both? She was about to say something, although she couldn’t think what, or how to backtrack this time, when he put a hand on her cheek, stroked his thumb down her face, leaned in, and brushed his lips over hers.

Maybe it was the wine. Maybe it was the painkiller. Or maybe it was Harlan, because that kiss, that gentle contact, sent tingles through her lips and sparks all the way down her body.

He didn’t smell like cedar and sage anymore. He smelled like himself. Like clean cotton, and something earthier, deeper under that.

He smelled like power.

His mouth tasted like dark caramel, which was the beer, she thought confusedly, and his hand was still on her face. Still gentle. Still strong.

He pulled back a little, rested his forehead against hers, smiled slowly, and said, “Hey.”

“Hey,” she said back.

“If we’re going to do this,” he said, “we’re going to do it differently.”

“Uh … we are?” She wanted his mouth back.

“Yeah.” He reached over and turned off the light on his side of the bed, so only the tiny spot over her side lit them. That, and the flickering orange and blue of the fire, casting shadows in the dark.

She tried to swallow. Now that she was doing this, or rather, now that she’d decided to do it, and couldn’t tell herself she’d been carried away in the moment, she was nervous. The muscles of his arms were so defined, it was like he’d been fashioned by a diamond cutter, and his chest was impossibly broad under the faded T-shirt. His beauty was a dark thing now, all angles and shade.

He said, “I get to look at you exactly as much as I want to. That’s my first rule. And, Jennifer—I am going to look.”

“Oh … kay.” She was having some trouble breathing.

“Second rule is …” He leaned down and kissed her again, nothing but gently, then trailed a string of kisses, light as a whisper, over to