The Shadows (Black Dagger Brotherhood #13) - J. R. Ward Page 0,23

and not water to rehydrate them, but rather alcohol as an internal salve to treat fresh contusions, cuts, abrasions—

Abruptly, the nape of his neck began to tingle in warning, informing him, as if the burning of the exposed skin upon his hands did not, that he had little time to get safely indoors.

And yet he had no interest in going in there. Seeing his soldiers. Consuming food before he retired upstairs to that nauseating raspberry bedroom suite.

He had been denied that which he had counted down the hours for, and the disappointment was like his body’s response to the gathering dawn: His skin ached. His muscles twitched. His eyes strained.

His addiction had not been served.

Layla had not come this night.

With a curse, he took out his cellular device and dialed a number based on a pattern he had memorized on the numerical screen. Putting the phone up to his ear, he heard his heart pounding over the ringing.

There was no personalized voice-mail greeting activated on the account, so after six tones, an automated announcement detailing the number came over the connection. He did not leave a message.

Heading over to the door, he braced himself for an onslaught of noise and chaos. His bastards would inevitably be riding waves of adrenaline, the afterburn of their high-octane existence taking a while to dissipate.

Opening things up—

Xcor froze halfway across the threshold.

His five fighters were not, in fact, talking over one another as they passed around bottles of alcohol along with surgical tape and gauze for their wounds. Instead, they were seated on the available furniture that had been rented to them along with the home. There was no drink in any hand, and not even the metal-on-metal sound of guns being cleaned and daggers getting resharpened.

They were all there: Zypher, Syphon, Balthazar, Syn … and Throe, the one who hadn’t belonged, but had become indispensable.

None of them were meeting his eyes.

No, that was not true.

Throe, his second in command, was the only male staring at him. Also the only of the group who was standing.

Ah, so he had been the one to organize this … whatever it was.

Xcor shut the door behind himself. And kept his weapons on.

“Have you something to say?” he inquired, staying by the door, meeting Throe’s stare straight on.

His second in command cleared his throat, and when he spoke his accent was that not just of the upper class, but of the highest of vampire social orders: that of the glymera.

“We are concerned about your direction.” The male glanced around. “Of late.”

“Indeed.”

Throe appeared to wait for something further in response. When none came, he uttered a curse of frustration. “Xcor, where has your ambition gone? The King has a single, half-breed heir and you suddenly forget about our collective quest for the throne? You put our goals aside as if a bowl now empty of its contents.”

“Battling the Lessening Society is a full-time endeavor.”

“Mayhap if you were in fact fighting.”

“The slayers I killed tonight were of my imagination, then?”

“That is not all you do at night.”

Xcor bared his fangs. “Be of care where thee tread the now.”

Throe cocked his brow in challenge. “Shall I not say it in front of them?”

As he felt his males’ eyes swing over to him, he wanted to hit something. He had thought his meetings with Layla had been unwitnessed. Clearly, that was a miscalculation.

And if he told Throe to stay silent? He might as well condemn himself to something worse than what he had been doing.

“I have nothing to hide,” he growled.

“I beg to disagree. You spend too much of your time under that maple tree, like some lovesick—”

Xcor materialized in front of the male, such that a mere inch separated their faces. He did not touch Throe, but the soldier stepped back nonetheless.

His second in command did not back all the way down, however. “Do you wish to tell them who she is? Or shall I.”

“She is irrelevant. And my ambitions are restrained by no one.”

“Prove it.”

“To whom.” Xcor tilted his head and jutted out his jaw. “To them? Or is it you who has the problem.”

“Prove that you are not going soft.”

In the blink of an eye, Xcor withdrew his steel dagger and pressed it to the male’s jugular. “Here? Now?”

As Throe gasped, the sharp tip nicked his flesh, a line of bright red blood gracing that oh, so shiny pale blade.

“Shall I prove myself on you,” Xcor said darkly. “Would that suffice.”

“You are distracted,” Throe snapped. “By a female. You