The Shadows (Black Dagger Brotherhood #13) - J. R. Ward Page 0,127

said.

“I think we’re okay for now. Thanks for everything. Really.”

Hugs were exchanged along with good-days, and she must have done a pretty good job of playing normal, because moments later, they headed for the second floor together.

Unaware of her worry.

Layla glanced back toward the billiards room. Took her phone out and checked the time.

Three a.m.

Still no text in return.

Before she was clear on what she was doing, she slipped out through the dining room and the kitchen. The doggen were hard at work preparing Last Meal, and Fritz barely looked up with a deferential nod as she hightailed it past him.

Nobody noticed as she stepped through into the garage. Or rushed to the locked door on the far side. Once she entered the code on the keypad, there was a brief beeping sound as the dead bolt was released.

Moments later, she was behind the wheel of her car and speeding off.

As she proceeded down the mountain, the mhis slowed her, and the delay made her heart pound even harder. But she made it to the foot of the mountain, and as she turned onto the rural highway, she really hit the gas.

There was not a lot of time.

God, this had to be what an addiction felt like, she thought numbly as she gripped the steering wheel hard enough to make her knuckles burn.

The pull to the drug or drink … or in her case, Xcor … was irresistible. And there was no pleasure in giving in, just an aching guilt and a resonant self-loathing over the fact that you had once again overridden your better impulses and succumbed to what might very well kill you.

Or at the least, ruin your life.

But the Scribe Virgin save her soul, she was incapable of not going to make sure Xcor was okay.

At the King’s audience house, Paradise smiled at the elderly male in front of her desk. “Oh, you’re welcome. I’m glad that we got you in tonight.”

“You have been most helpful.” He bowed to her, his cap in hand. “Be of well hour unto the dawn.”

“Yourself also.”

As he walked out of the parlor, she sat back in her chair and closed her eyes. Last appointment of the night. Wrath had seen between two and four people an hour for eight hours, so that was at least sixteen, maybe up to thirty people. And for each of them, she had followed the protocol her father had set up: the check-in, the registration if they had never been to see the King before, the offer of food and drink before they were summoned. Then afterward, she had bid them good-day and entered into the database the notes her father gave her about the discussion and any decisions that had been made or permissions granted.

She wasn’t just exhausted. She was wrung-out. So much to learn, so many names and issues, family trees and bloodlines, and there was no room for error.

Plus, she had had to be welcoming to everyone and engage them in conversation while they waited, especially if they came alone.

Not that that had been a requirement of the job set out by her father. But she had felt like it was important.

Maybe because of her stewardess outfit.

More likely because of her glymera training.

“Lot of empty chairs here.”

Her lids popped open and she jumped. “Peyton! Jesus, can’t you knock?”

“I did. And one of the Brothers let me in—which nearly made me lose bladder control.” He glanced back at the open archway. “And you don’t have a door in front of your desk or I woulda done the knuckle thing. Sorry I scared you.”

Jogging her mouse to the side, she cleared the computer screen of multicolored, transparent bubbles. “What do you want.”

“You haven’t answered any of my texts. Or calls.”

“I’m pissed off at you.”

“Parry, come on. Don’t be like this.”

“I’ve got a question for you.” She shifted her glare from the Excel spreadsheet she’d been working on to his blue eyes. “How’d you like it if you were denied making a choice because you have blond hair.”

He threw up his hands. “Whatever, we’re not talking about hair color—”

“I’m serious. Stop arguing with me and answer the question.”

“I would go to CVS and buy some black hair dye.”

Shaking her head, Paradise picked up the notebook with her punch list on it and checked off a couple of things she’d already done.

“I don’t understand why it’s such a big deal,” Peyton muttered. “Why do you want to be in the war anyway? Aristocrats are going to get