the dark, in the quiet, it was safe. Morning would arrive soon enough, and he’d bury himself in work, gain a bit of distance. “Tell me about your mom.”
She snuggled against him, as comfortably as Pinky did with Robert, and spoke. “Mom was amazing. Full of spit and vinegar, as Poppy would say. She did everything bigger than life—whether it be partying, eating, drinking, smoking, having fun. She liked the extremes. She wanted a bunch more children, but then they diagnosed her with the cancer, and she battled it for a year.” Arilyn dragged in a breath. Stone stroked her hair, waiting. “In the end, I watched her die a little bit more every day. The cancer ate her alive until there was nothing left of the mother I knew. Dad couldn’t handle it. He’d always been in her shadow and adored her more than the average husband. He kind of doted on her. After she passed, he lost something—the drive to go on. I thought I’d be enough, but I wasn’t. Poppy was the one who found him. Swallowed pills. Left me a good-bye note.”
Stone squeezed her tighter, the horror of losing both parents so quickly washing over him. “I’m sorry, little one. I can’t even imagine how you got through it.”
“I didn’t for a while. Poppy thought he’d lose me, too. I guess I could’ve decided to go off the deep end or turn my life around. I chose the latter. A friend got me to go to a stress management workshop that incorporated yoga techniques. At the end, some of the poison I’d kept inside began to release. That’s when I knew I had to commit to a different path. I thought if I worked on myself really hard, I’d find a way not to just survive but to live. The deeper I got, the more I loved it. Yoga and meditation and the karmic path felt right for me. Like I finally found a place of peace.” She gave a half laugh empty of humor. “Sorry for the drama. I know you didn’t have a picnic for a past either.”
“Stop. Don’t apologize for something real, something that made you fight. You know how many people I see day after day that just disintegrate—either with drugs or some other vice to kill the pain? You took the hard way. You’re stronger than most men I know.”
She relaxed a bit in his hold. “Poppy helped. That’s why I want to be here for him. I told him I’d find another place and he could live with me, but he insisted he wants to stay at the center.”
“He seems to be settling better. I think as long as he can go to Ray’s for pool and see you regularly, he’ll be okay.”
“Me, too. I can’t believe he’s a bit sweet on Mrs. Blackfire. You know he mentioned Thanksgiving to her? Wants the three of us to be together. Who would’ve thought I’d be serving tofu turkey to the Wicked Witch of Verily?”
He chuckled. “Miracles happen. Since dating you, I haven’t eaten a Big Mac.”
“Thank God.” She ruffled his hair and grinned. “What do you usually do for the holiday?”
He shrugged. “Work. Give the other guys with families a chance to be home.”
“Well, it’s an open invite to come here. Even after your shift, I’ll keep your tofu hot.”
The sudden realization they were now talking holidays after a cozy meal with her grandfather and neighbor hit him hard. Panic stirred. What was he doing? Things were moving way too fast; he needed to slow everything down. For God’s sake, he now had a dog, had promised to fix Mrs. Blackfire’s driveway, and had become well-known at the senior center. What was happening to him?
He grimaced. “Tofu will never touch my mouth. You’ll need to up your game.”
Her green eyes sparkled with mischief. “Consider it upped.” With one graceful movement, she rolled over to straddle him. Strawberry hair tumbling down her shoulders, hard peach nipples peeking through the strands, she arched, cupping her breasts, and he was hard again and ready to go. “How’s this?”
He had no spit but managed to mutter, “If I’m stuck with tofu, you better give me more.”
She dropped her voice to a husky, naughty growl. “Oh, I intend to.”
Lowering her head, she dropped kisses over his chest, moving down his body, until she cupped his throbbing erection in her soft hands and began to work him. Stone gritted his teeth and hung on. Her mouth opened