Scythe (Arc of a Scythe #1) - Neal Shusterman Page 0,48

engulfed them since leaving conclave. “They can’t make me do it.”

Faraday didn’t say a word—didn’t even look at her—so Rowan took it upon himself to answer.

“Yes, they can.”

Finally Faraday looked to them. “Rowan is right,” he said. “They will find whatever button will make you dance, and dance you will, no matter how hideous the tune.”

Citra kicked the empty seat in front of her. “How could they be so awful, and why do they hate us so much?”

“It’s not all of them,” Rowan said, “and I don’t think it’s really about us. . . .” Clearly, Faraday was a respected scythe—and although he didn’t come out against Goddard today, his feelings about the man were clear. Goddard must see Faraday as a threat; attacking Rowan and Citra was a warning shot.

“What if we both fail?” Citra suggested. “If we’re lousy apprentices, then they can’t choose either of us.”

“And yet they will,” Faraday told her with an authority and finality that left little room for doubt. “No matter how poorly you perform, they will still choose one of you, for the spectacle alone.”  Then he scowled in disgust. “And to set the precedent.”

“I’ll bet Goddard has enough friends to make sure it happens,” said Rowan. “I think he has the High Blade on his side, too.”

“Indeed,” Faraday said with a world-weary sigh. “Never before have there been so many wheels within wheels in the Scythedom.”

Rowan closed his eyes, wishing he could close his mind as well and hide from his own thoughts. In eight months I will be killed by Citra, he thought. Or I will kill her. And calling it “gleaning” didn’t change the fact of what it was. He cared for Citra, but enough to surrender his life and let her win? Citra certainly wouldn’t back down to let him earn the ring.

When he opened his eyes, he caught her staring at him. She didn’t look away.

“Rowan,” she said, “whatever happens, I want you to know—”

“Don’t,” Rowan told her. “Just don’t.”

And the rest of the ride was silence.

• • •

Citra, who was not the heaviest sleeper, found herself awake all night after they arrived home. Images of the scythes she saw at conclave filled even the hint of dreams, jarring her back to unwanted wakefulness. The wise ones, the schemers, the compassionate, and those who did not seem to care. Such a delicate charge as pruning the human race should not be subject to the quirks of personality. Scythes were supposed to be above the petty, just as they were above the law. Faraday certainly was. If she became a scythe, she would follow his lead. And if she didn’t become one, it wouldn’t matter because she’d be dead.

Perhaps there was some sort of twisted wisdom in the decision to have one of them gleaned by the other. Whoever wins will begin their life as a scythe in abject sorrow, never to forget the cost of that ring.

Morning came with no great fanfare. It was just an ordinary day, like any other. The rain had passed, and the sun peeked from behind shifting clouds. It was Rowan’s turn to make breakfast. Eggs and hash browns. He never cooked the potatoes long enough. “Hash pales” Citra always called them. Faraday never complained when the meals they made were subpar. He ate what they served, and didn’t tolerate complaints from either of them. The punishment for making something barely edible was having to eat it yourself.

Citra ate, even though she didn’t have an appetite. Even though the whole world had slid off its axis. Breakfast was breakfast. How dare it be?

When Faraday broke the silence, it felt like a brick flying through the window.

“I will go out alone today. The two of you will attend to your studies.”

“Yes, Scythe Faraday,” Citra said, with Rowan saying the same in a half-second echo.

“For you nothing has changed.”

Citra looked down into her cereal. It was Rowan who dared to state the obvious.

“Everything has changed, sir.”

And then Faraday said something enigmatic that would only resonate with them much later.

“Perhaps everything will change again.”

Then he left them.

• • •

The space between Rowan and Citra had quickly become a minefield. A dangerous no-man’s-land that promised nothing but misery. It was hard enough to negotiate with Scythe Faraday there, but his absence left the two of them with no one to mediate the space between.

Rowan stayed in his room, studying there rather than going into the weapons room, which would feel painfully wrong without Citra sitting with him.