The Rise and Fall of a Dragonking - By Lynn Abbey Page 0,80

of them waiting; none of them familiar.

Worry hovered in the air. Questions. Words that had no meaning. Voices that were unconnected to the open mouths.

“Hamanu.”

A jolt of darkness as eyes blinked. His eyes. Him. Hamanu.

One voice that cut through the swirling memories. One face above the crowd. A face unlike the others, drawn in silver on the room’s shadows. A face that was, at last, familiar.

“Windreaver.”

The sound of his own voice was the final key that released Hamanu’s self from a stagnant mire of memory. A surge of self-knowledge began to restore order to his consciousness. He blinked his eyes away from the waiting faces, to gather his wits in a semblance of privacy, glanced down and saw an arm—his arm—little more than bone cased in dull, dark flesh.

The thought came to him: When did that happen? Before the answer had unrolled itself in his consciousness, another question had taken its place: After ages upon ages, have I finally succumbed to Rajaat’s madness?

The mere fact that he had to ask the question made any answer suspect.

Hamanu shuddered and closed his eyes.

“Step back from the brink, Hamanu,” Windreaver’s echoing whisper advised.

What brink? Wasn’t he sitting in a crowded room?

Then the windswept peninsula where the last trolls had died sprang up behind Hamanu’s eyes, more real than this room and anyone in it, anyone except Windreaver.

“Eat, Omniscience. You haven’t eaten—haven’t moved—for three days and nights together.”

Hamanu recognized a round, hairless, and very worried face. With chilly dread, he marveled that he hadn’t recognized the dwarf’s voice when he first heard it, or picked Enver’s face immediately from the crowd. The dread turned icy when he considered that, indeed, he hadn’t moved for three days and nights. His joints were rigid, as hard as the black bones that formed them.

He willed his fingers, knuckle by knuckle, to ungrasp the metal stylus. It clattered loudly on the table and rolled beneath an untidy array of parchment sheets, which were slashed and splattered with his frenetic script. He read the last words he’d written: the onus of genocide, rightfully, falls on me, on Hamanu.

So much remembering—reliving—of the past was not a healthy thing.

“This is Nouri Nouri’son’s bread: your favorite, since he began baking it for you. If not his bread, then what, Omniscience? You must be starving.”

Yes, he was starving, but not for fresh-baked bread, not for anything Enver could imagine. Windreaver knew, and Windreaver had gone. Pavek might have guessed, but Pavek’s scarred face wasn’t in the crowd. Hamanu reached for the loaf Enver offered. He tore off a large chunk with his teeth, as if it were a panacea for his doubts. He reached for his druid-templar’s mind and found him in a city square.

Pavek had summoned the quarter’s residents. He was drilling them by morning light: sweep and parry; thrust and block; push away forward, push away and retreat. He’d armed them with bone and wood tools, barrel staves, and mud-caked laths ripped from household roofs, but he drilled them as if they, and their paltry weapons, would make a difference.

“If fortune’s wheel turns square and the walls are breached,” Pavek shouted, in rhythm with the drill. “Then everyone becomes a warrior for Urik. Make the enemy bleed for every step. Make them climb mountains of their dead. We’ll fight for Urik, for our city, our homes, our families, and ourselves.”

The same words, no doubt, that Pavek had used to inspire Telhami’s Quraite farmers. Like those farmers, the Urikites listened. They worked up a sweat, and not because a score of civil-bureau templars stood on the verge, blocking the streets. The templars weren’t watching the citizens; they were drilling, too. Citizen and templar together did what Pavek told them because Pavek was an honest man, a man who told the truth, a man who’d give his life for his city. A man who knew—Hamanu sensed the awareness in Pavek’s mind—that his king hadn’t moved for three days.

Pavek wasn’t the only high templar out among the ordinary citizens. Similar scenes played out in other city squares and in the ringing market villages, where the line between templar and citizen was less distinct and the wicker walls were meant to keep kanks, erdlus, and inixes in their pens, not keep a determined enemy out.

Aware of the bread melting sweetly in his mouth, Hamanu took another moment to find the thoughts of Javed and the other commandants. The men and women of the war-bureau elite were far beyond the walls and the green fields. They,