The Rise and Fall of a Dragonking - By Lynn Abbey Page 0,73

are the unclean, the defilers. Our children are raised from dung. Our blood is filth. It is not for us to envision the future. You must cleanse the world so it may be returned to the pure ones. The blue world he had shown me earlier—the Athas of endless ocean and floating cities—supplanted my own vision. I looked closer and saw that the cities were populated with halflings, which astonished me because then, as now, halflings were not a city-dwelling race. Humanity’s debt folk on your shoulders. It must be paid, Manu of Deche. It must be paid in full.

Bands of sorcery tightened around me, commanding me to accept my destiny, to obey the War-Bringer, to revere Rajaat, my creator. I surrendered.

Great One, your will is my will.

The bands loosened, and Rajaat had made his final champion. I cannot speak for the mistakes and flaws Rajaat claimed existed in my peers, but I knew my own even before the Dark Lens settled back into the rainbow ring atop the Crystal Steeple. I took the first sorcerer’s gifts because I had no other choice, but I clung to the shards of my vision, a farmer’s vision of a many-colored Athas.

And it was well that the seeds of my rebellion were already planted when the Dark Lens spat me out. There could be no secrets as I lay on the quicksilver glass, my translucent skin stretched taut over a star-flecked midnight skeleton.

“Arise.”

Lightning fingers caressed me as I gathered myself into a crouch, then slowly stood. I stared at my black-boned hands. I wondered how I could see anything, but I dared not touch my face.

“Are you in pain anywhere? Do you feel the lack of any vital part of yourself?” Rajaat asked from the periphery.

“No, nothing hurts. Nothing’s lacking,” I answered slowly, realizing that he’d known my answers before he’d asked the questions. “I’m—” I sought words to describe the indescribable. “I’m hollow… empty. I’m hungry.”

I met Rajaat’s mismatched eyes and saw that he was gleeful. Then I remembered the feast. When my mind’s eye touched the memory of Yoram’s scorched carcass, my hunger swelled. Looking down, I saw a pulsing hollow beneath my ribs.

“What have you done to me?” I cried out recklessly, though Rajaat would have heard my thoughts had I tried to stifle my words and, in truth, I doubt that I would have tried.

“I have made you a champion. I have instilled in you the power to cleanse Athas of all its impurities. You no longer depend on the fruits of the land or the flesh of life for your nourishment. I have given you a gift beyond measure. Sunlight will sustain you, but you will grow sleek only in pursuit of your destiny. As you cleanse Athas, death will be your ambrosia. Begin with the trolls. Begin with your predecessor. Go down, Hamanu, Scorcher of Trolls, and claim your feast.”

Nausea of the mind overwhelmed me. I dropped to my knees and hid my face behind my hands, as a man might do. But I was no longer a man, no longer a mortal man with a mortal man’s love of life and fear of death. Grieving for my lost self, I made tears flow from the holes where my eyes should have been. The tears were sorcery. I realized that immortality wasn’t the only gift Rajaat had given me. My whims were spells. I marveled at my powers, then I felt my hunger.

I knew in an instant that it was death I craved, not bread.

“Hate me, if it pleases you,” Rajaat said without losing his smile. My thoughts were transparent to him. “I don’t expect thanks… or willing obedience.”

I swallowed hard, never mind that I had no gullet except in my imagination; a champion’s imagination is more potent than material truth. The imaginary act, however, stirred my appetite to new heights.

“Will you or not, you’ll fulfill your destiny.” Rajaat’s foul teeth showed within his grin. “Be my loyal champion, and you’ll rule the world, once it’s clean. But, deny your hunger, Hamanu, and you’ll go mad. Go mad and know that you will not be sated until you have consumed every living thing beneath the bloody sun. Your choice matters little to me. You will serve, and Athas will be cleansed of its impurities. You will consume the foul and the deformed.”

Again I surrendered. Mind against mind, will against will, I was no match for my creator. A battle with him would have left me a maddened