The Rise and Fall of a Dragonking - By Lynn Abbey Page 0,112

red gem in the sand beside Khelo, blame was unimportant.

“Mistakes,” he told the absent Windreaver, “were made. I had choices, and I made the wrong ones. Now, I pay the price of my own foolishness. What do you think, wherever you are, old friend, old enemy? Will Pavek come to Urik’s rescue with his druid guardian? Will the guardian vanquish the dragon I become? Will that be enough? Is there a guardian who can stand against the first sorcerer?”

He swept his arm across the table, leveling the mounds, burying the multicolored ribbons beneath the sand.

“From the day he made me his champion, I have prepared for the day when I would face my destiny. I had a thousand times a thousand plans, but I never planned for today.”

Hamanu extinguished the map room lanterns with a thought. He left the room and found Enver sitting on the floor outside the door.

“You heard?” Hamanu asked.

The dwarf’s upturned face, pale and vacant, answered before his thoughts became coherent.

“Go home, dear Enver.” Hamanu helped his steward to his feet. “Stay there tomorrow. You’ll know what to do.”

Enver shook his head slowly from side to side. “No,” he whispered. “No…”

Hamanu laid his hand atop the dwarf’s bald head, as he might have done with a child. “It will be better, dear Enver. I will not be able to protect or spare you, and whoever comes after me—”

“Omniscience, there can be no after—”

“Precisely. The potion I gave you will set you free.”

The dwarf shook his head, ducking out from beneath Hamanu’s hand. His focus, that uniquely dwarven trait that guided a dwarf’s life and determined his fate after death, was foremost in the thoughts Hamanu gleaned. It was a face the Lion-King scarcely recognized, though it was him, Hamanu, as Enver knew him.

“Your focus will be fulfilled, dear Enver. It is I who abandon you, not you who abandon me.” He put a guiding hand on his steward’s shoulder and pointed him away from the map room. “Go home now. It’s time.”

Enver took a few flat-footed steps, then turned, painted a new portrait in his mind’s eye, and turned away again. The swift painless poison Hamanu had provided for all his household was, in truth, a regular precaution whenever he led his army to war. Rajaat’s champions had learned how to kill each other. The dwarf’s determination not to use it was an almost-tangible cloak around his shoulders as he walked down the corridor. Hamanu hoped he’d change his mind. The fate of anyone who’d been close to the Lion-King wouldn’t be pleasant once the Lion-King was gone.

Hamanu waited until the corridor ahead of him was silent. Then he followed Enver’s footsteps. From the map room, he went to the armory, from the armory slowly through every public room. Except for the slave and servant quarters, which he avoided, the Lion-King’s palace was deserted. He’d sent away as many as he could, to Javed’s camp or to their own families.

The sun had set some time ago. Slaves had set torches in the hundreds of wall sconces, as they’d done every night for ages. Hamanu snuffed the torches out, one by one, with a thought or a memory as he walked by. He came to the throne room with its monstrosity of a throne; he wasn’t sorry to leave that behind.

Above the throne hung the lion’s head lantern, the eternal flame of Urik. Hamanu recalled the day he’d hung it there and lit it. Immortal wasn’t eternal. He’d known there’d come a day, a night, when it was extinguished—but not this night. He left it burning and felt its yellow eyes on his back as he left the throne room and began his circuit of his private places, closing doors, saying good-bye, until he came to his cloister sanctum.

His vellum history was there, a leather scroll-case beside it. He’d written no further than Windreaver’s last battle. A thousand years went unrecounted; wars with all his neighbors, with rebels, criminals, and blighted fools. Except for the dead, all his wars had been alike. If he had written them, they’d all read: We fought; I won. Urik prospered. Urik endured.

There was nothing more to write. Hamanu rolled the vellum sheets together, tied them with a silk cord, and slid them into the case that he slung over his shoulder. Bathed in moonlight, the Kreegill murals painted on the walls were studies in charcoal and silver; they seemed too real to consider touching. Pavek’s tools stood where he’d left them,