“I don’t think that’s a good idea,” I told him firmly. “It goes without saying I want to see Travis, but Joker will be here soon. If you’re fine with him being here then okay. Joker can look after Travis while we talk. He’d like that. But if you come, I want you to bring the boxes, and before you come, I need to talk to Joker to ask if he’s okay with that.”
“Why would you need to ask him?” he asked. “It’s your house.”
“Because we have plans,” I answered. “I’m making him dinner right now, and it’s rude to change plans at the last second or force someone to spend time with someone they might not wish to spend time with after they’ve had a long day at work.”
“You do know he belongs to a motorcycle gang,” Aaron suddenly informed me, and my head jerked as frost formed all over my skin.
“I do,” I said slowly. “However, it’s a club, not a gang,” I corrected. “Though, what I’d like to know is how you know.”
“Were you meaning to keep that from me?” he asked.
“I wasn’t. It’s just that Joker really isn’t your business,” I shared.
“He spends time with my wife and son.”
“Your ex-wife, Aaron,” I corrected again. “And yes, he spends time with your son. So does Tory. Shall we go over Tory versus Joker, or did I make my point the last time?”
“That might factor if Tory was going to be in my life for very much longer.”
I drew in a hissed breath.
There was the answer about Tory.
“This isn’t you, Carissa, spending time with some guy in a biker gang,” he told me.
“You don’t know me,” I whispered. “We spent a decade together, and in that time you didn’t make the effort to know me.”
“I certainly didn’t, if you’re the kind of woman who thinks it’s okay to expose her child to a biker gang.”
“Club,” I snapped.
“Whatever,” he snapped back.
All right.
I was done treading cautiously.
“It’s not whatever. It’s important,” I educated him. “And further, in not taking the time to get to know me, you failed to learn that I’m not stupid. I may have done stupid things because I loved you, but I’m not stupid. And not being stupid, I know this is a threat.”
“Riss—”
I cut him off.
“You’re looking into me. I don’t like that, Aaron. It’s invasive and insulting and ultimately will be destructive. I’ll tell you now, I’d like very much if we can move beyond what’s happened between us to build a relationship that’s considerate of each other in order to provide a healthy upbringing for our son. That’s what I’d like.”
I took in a quick breath and before he could say anything—because I had a lot to say he needed to hear—I continued.
“Until I can get on my feet in order to take care of Travis financially, I’d also like your financial assistance. It won’t be decades. It’ll be until I can get an education to build a career where I can make more money. And further, while he’s still so very young, I’d like for him to have a more stable home life rather than being passed back and forth every week. And as his mother, I believe that time should be spent with me. In order to give him time to do something crucial in his life, bond with his father, I’m willing to give you days, evenings, et cetera, with your son so you can continue to do that. That’s what I want from you. All I want from you.”
I drew in another swift breath and launched right back in.
“What I don’t want is to fight with you. I don’t want Travis to grow up with two parents who hate each other who are always battling and bickering. That would not be good for our son. As he grows, as I get on my feet, I’ll be less dependent on your financial assistance and he’ll need more time with his father. If we can get to a place where we can make these decisions and instigate these changes when they’re needed without tearing into each other, Travis will benefit. But I’ll say, if you fight me, I’ll fight back. And if you fight me, Aaron, it will tell me precisely how you feel, not only about me, but about your duties as father to our son.”
I pulled in more breath and finished, giving it to