fear.
“Give in, baby,” he grunted, still driving me down as he thrust up.
“Sweetheart, it’s—”
His mouth came to mine. “Give into it, honey.”
I gave in. I had no choice. And when I did, my fingernails dug into his back, scoring up; his hips ground deep into mine as his back arched. A hot, amazing groan rolled up his throat and he came with me.
It lasted forever, an eternity. I gasped, then moaned, then panted through it, and finally wrapped my arm around Raiden and held on because the world was gone. There was nothing but that feeling.
Nothing but Raiden and me.
The eternity passed, and when I came back to reality Raiden’s arm was still tight around me, his cock still buried inside me and his face was in my neck. His other hand was laced in mine and he’d tucked them to our sides so I had most of his weight.
It was glorious.
Right before it was mortifying.
Oh my God.
What had I just done?
Oh my God!
I knew what I’d done.
I’d ridden in a car with my hand on Raiden Miller’s crotch, my mouth in his neck without a seatbelt.
Then I’d run after him; he’d thrown me on his bed and I let him fuck me.
Oh.
My.
God.
“Warm afghans, pretty blue eyes, totally dorky and an unbelievably wet, sweet pussy,” he murmured against my neck, then lifted his head and looked down at me before he finished on a whisper, “The girl of my dreams.”
Okay, that was nice and all. Lovely. Great even.
And the warm, sexy, sated look on his face that I could just about make out in the shadows, even better.
But I’d just let Raiden Miller make out with me on the hood of my car and rode in it without a seatbelt because I was busy groping his crotch.
Of course he’d think I was the girl of his dreams.
For tonight.
Then tomorrow he’d think I was slutty and easy.
Because I was!
You didn’t tell a good girl she had a wet, sweet pussy!
Oh God.
This didn’t just happen.
Tell me this didn’t happen.
“Don’t move,” he muttered then brushed his lips against mine. “Be back.”
Then he slid out of me, the area between my legs pulsing magnificently as he did.
Yes, it just happened.
He rolled off me and I blinked at the ceiling, closing my legs, curling them up and twisting my lower half to the side as I felt him disappear.
A light came on from somewhere else, dimly lighting the room, and instantly I became a flurry of activity.
I vaulted from the mattress, and in the dark of wherever the heck I was, I searched for my jeans, panties and flip-flops.
I found my panties, tugged them up and was feeling around with hands and feet for my jeans when an arm hooked around my waist and I found myself back in bed, Raiden on top of me.
“What’re you doin’?” he asked.
I shoved at his shoulders, mumbling, “I have to go.”
“What?”
“I have to go.”
“Hanna—”
“I need to get home. Get some sleep. I have to be up early. Church tomorrow,” I babbled, still pushing at his shoulders and squirming under him, freaked, humiliated, scared of what he would think of me now that the heat of the moment had passed.
“Hanna, look at me.”
“Really, I need to get going.”
“Baby.” His arms moved from around me so his hands could frame my face and he held it firm in a way that I stopped struggling and squirming. “What the fuck?”
“I’m not that kind of girl,” I announced.
I felt his body, which I hadn’t noticed was tense, relax but this had absolutely no effect on me.
I kept talking.
“Never has that happened. Not ever. Not ever. I’ve never done anything like that. I don’t even remember a time when I’ve been in a car without a seatbelt much less what… what…” Oh God! “What we did,” I finished on a horrified whisper.
“Calm down for me a second,” he urged gently, one of his thumbs sweeping my cheek.
That felt nice, but no way could I calm down.
No way.
“I… you… I don’t want you to think I’m that kind of girl. I’m not that kind of girl. I don’t know what that was. I don’t know how that happened. It’s never happened before. I don’t—”
I stopped speaking abruptly when his thumb shifted to my lips and pressed in.
“Honey, shut up,” he ordered, but he did it laughing.
Belatedly, I noticed not only his mouth but his entire body was laughing.
“Raiden—” I tried to say but it came out sounding smushed, mainly because his thumb was still