The drive was really educational, because Cambridge didn't look anything like Dallas. Dallas had been steel and glass, heat and angles; Cambridge was age-rounded, grassy, still virulently green even though fall chill was thick in the air. The trees were so much taller than she'd expected, and the colours ... Claire gaped like a kid at Christmas, too stunned with the beauty of it to join in the sing-along, even though she liked the song Elizabeth was currently belting out. The houses were small and square and so neat and at the same time so ... old. Everything in Morganville looked old, too, but in a falling-apart way. This looked more like lovingly cared-for history.
'You're going to need a car,' Elizabeth said suddenly, turning the radio way down. 'I know you walked all the time in Hicksville, but we're not going to be living that close. You're going to really love the apartment, it's super cute and yeah, it's kind of small, but cosy, really ... okay, it's a pit, but we'll have fun, right? So. Tell me about this boy.'
The switch of topics was sudden, but that was Liz; she'd always been like that, leapfrogging from one thing to another without much in the way of traffic signals. 'The boy's name is Shane,' Claire said. Just saying it twisted hard inside her, and for a second she could hardly breathe; it felt like a fist closing over her heart and crushing it flat. Tears suddenly gathered in her eyes, and she had to breathe deeply to get herself under control again. 'He's - he's-'
'Super cute?' Elizabeth supplied, when Claire hesitated. 'Adorable like a fluffy bunny? A giant dickhead? What, girl, come on! Spill!'
'Perfect,' Claire said. No, that wasn't right. He was far from perfect, that was the whole point of why she'd come here to put some space between them. Perfect for me, though. 'He's taller than me, and has really broad shoulders, and yes he's super cute - and he makes me happy.' There. She'd said it. 'I love him.'
'Love,' Elizabeth sighed, and shook her head. 'Snap out of it, girlfriend. I don't want you mooning over some Texas loser when you've come to prime dating territory! I thought you said you wanted to get some distance?'
'I did,' Claire said. Right now, she was missing Shane with an intensity that made her shaky. And not just Shane. She missed Eve and Michael, and the easy way they all fit together as friends. She already felt that Elizabeth, as positive and funny and energetic as she was, intended to push her to be something she wasn't, and that Liz wouldn't take no for an answer. Eve would have just made me feel comfortable, she thought. And welcome. We haven't even made it to the apartment and Liz is already trying to make me speed date.
'So forget about your Cowboy Hottie and let's just start out two fun single girls, ready for anything. Right?'
'Elizabeth-'
'Right?' Elizabeth took her eyes off the road long enough to give her a commanding stare.
'Right,' she said. 'Just - just drive. You're making me nervous.'
'You've gotten all serious, did you know that? What did they do to you out in the sticks?' Liz pouted a little, but she started humming along with the radio in a few seconds, and the clouds cleared. 'I hope you like blue. I gave you the blue room.'
Elizabeth hadn't been kidding. It was blue, this room. The apartment was in a run-down building that had probably once been a big house, but had been sliced into four narrow sections, each with three stories. Claire's room was at the top of a creaky, flaking staircase, and it was really ... blue.
The walls had been painted an unfortunate, shiny dark colour, that made everything look even more cramped than it really was (which was pretty small). There was room for the battered twin bed, a broken-down dresser painted a distressed pale blue, and a mirror old enough to have dull flecks all over it. Vintage would be one word for it.
Claire tested the mattress. Vintage would be a word for that, too.
'It's great, right?' Elizabeth demanded, having wheeled her larger suitcase in behind her. With the two of them and the two suitcases, there wasn't room to walk. 'Cheap, too. The rent's only two thousand a month, plus utilities.'
That brought Claire bolt upright from the sagging bed. 'Two thousand?'
'Not each,' Elizabeth said. 'I mean, split, so a thousand for you.' She laughed outright at the expression on Claire's face. 'What, you didn't think living here would be cheap, did you? Come on. The reason prices are low in Texas is nobody wants to live there!'
I do, Claire thought, and swallowed hard. She hadn't counted on paying that much in rent, but she could manage it. Eating anything but Ramen noodles and peanut butter was pretty much off the table, though.
Elizabeth was looking worried now. 'It's not a problem, is it?'
'No,' Claire said. 'It's okay. I just-' She swallowed the words, hate this room, and said, 'just didn't expect it to be quite that much. I should have asked.'
'I should have warned you,' Elizabeth said. She sat down on the bed next to Claire and bounced up and down, which strained the old springs to their limits. 'Sorry, I just thought - I guess I was scared you'd say no. And I couldn't stand it if you said no, Claire. I just - it's so nice to have somebody from the old life, you know? Someone who knows me. Really knows the real me.'
'Isn't this the real you now?' Claire gestured at - all of it. The outfit, the hair, everything.
'I guess so. I just - sometimes it feels so strange, and I wish I could go back to being ... a kid, you know? A kid at home, with nothing to worry about.' Elizabeth sighed and stopped bouncing. 'I spent so long wanting to be on my own and now it's - it feels weird. And pretty frightening, to be in charge. Right?'
Claire didn't answer this time. She put her arm around her friend, and they sat together in a suddenly comfortable silence for a few long seconds, before Elizabeth - practically a Ritalin kid, with all her energy to burn - wiggled free and grabbed Claire's hand to haul her to her feet. 'You have to see my room!' Elizabeth said brightly. 'You'll love it, we can fix yours up too, make it really yours ...'
She kept talking as she pulled Claire toward the door, and to be honest Claire wasn't really listening until Elizabeth, midway down the stairs, finished up a sentence with, 'and the ghost.'
'Wait.' Claire pulled her to a full halt. 'What did you just say? Ghost?'
'Sure! The house is haunted; isn't that the coolest ever?'
Claire waited a second. She had always been able to tell, in Morganville, if something paranormally weird was going on around her, but here it just felt like a draughty, creaking old house. 'You're sure?'
'Well, yeah, of course! I've seen her. It's a lady in white, I think, and she drifts around on the stairs sometimes. Cool, right? I think she probably died here. Maybe she was gruesomely murdered!'