his silver BMW, and I’m amazed to discover that the engine is still running, both driver and passenger door are thrown open, and the vehicle’s back bumper is sticking out toward the road. Wow. They must’ve really been worried.
Dad slides behind the wheel, with Hunter next to him, and me in the middle of the backseat.
“I can’t believe you’re not on the ice right now,” I say in dismay.
“You mean more to me than hockey,” he says simply, and damned if that doesn’t make my heart expand. “Get it through your stubborn head.”
I lean toward him and reach for his hand. He grips mine tightly, and I know he must feel how icy my fingers are.
“You have no idea how scared I was,” he says roughly.
“Not as scared as I was,” I admit.
Dad peers sharply at me. “Are you sure you don’t want to go to the hospital and get checked out?”
“I’m fine. Just in shock.” I bite hard on my lower lip. “I was so afraid he was going to do it. You have no idea.”
Briar’s hockey facility comes into view. Dad bypasses the parking lot and stops directly out front. To my dismay, Hunter doesn’t immediately dive out of the car.
Instead, he twists to meet my eyes. “I knew you’d be able to help him.”
“Help him?” Anguish clogs my throat. “I didn’t even see that he needed help, Hunter. How did I miss all the signs? And what kind of shrink am I going to be if I can’t even see the warning signs in my own friends?”
“A brilliant shrink,” Dad replies, his tone stern. “Human beings aren’t infallible, sweetheart. Sometimes we make mistakes. Sometimes we fail. I’ve lost more patients on that table than my conscience can handle, but you? You didn’t lose your friend tonight. You saved him.” Dad gestures toward Hunter. “And he’s right—he knew you’d be okay. I was seconds away from scaling the building like Spider-Man to rescue you, but your boyfriend here convinced me to have faith.”
“In what?”
“In you,” Hunter answers, and he and Dad exchange an awkward smile.
I’m touched to see it. “Mom says she wants to take me and Hunter out the next time we’re in the city,” I say after a beat of hesitation. “Maybe you could join us and we’ll have a redo of the brunch?”
My father nods. “I’ll be there.”
“Thank you.” I turn to Hunter. “And thank you for coming to save me. With that said—get out of this car, Monk. Now. If you hurry, you could probably get ready in time to play in the second period.” My teeth dig into my lip again. “Would you be horribly upset if I didn’t go in and watch the game? I need some time to process what happened tonight. Just…decompress, you know? And I want to call my mom.”
Hunter cups my cheek. “It’s absolutely fine. Maybe you and your dad can grab a coffee and get you warmed up? Your hands are freezing.” He glances at my father expectantly.
Dad replies with a firm nod. “I’ll take care of her. Go play your game, kid.”
“I’ll come find you afterward,” I promise Hunter.
He leans in to plant a chaste kiss on my lips, then hops out of the car. Tears fill my eyes as I watch him dart toward the entrance of the arena.
“It’s fine,” Dad says gruffly. “I’m sure his absence didn’t hurt his team too ba—”
“I’m not crying because of that,” I interrupt between sniffles. “I don’t even know why I’m crying. The tears just started pouring for no reason.”
“Not for no reason. The shock is wearing off, and it’s finally hitting you—the gravity of what happened tonight.” My father’s smile is tinged with sadness. “Come up here in the front, sweetheart, and we’ll go somewhere and talk. Okay?”
I rub my tear-streaked cheeks, then nod and reach for the door handle. “Thanks for being here, Daddy.”
“Always.”
42
Demi
I feel like I’ve run two marathons and gone to war all in one night by the time Hunter and I walk through his front door later.
His team won the game, so everybody is out celebrating tonight. But we decided to bail on the after party, along with Summer and Fitz. And Brenna, who said she’d rather Skype with her boyfriend than “deal with a bunch of horny drunk boys slobbering all over her.”
The house is pitch black and dead silent as the entire group files inside.
“Okay, this is fucking creepy,” Brenna remarks.
“It doesn’t feel right when they’re not here,” Summer agrees.