OWNED & UNTAMED (Back Down Devil MC #11) - London Casey Page 0,55
“Do it, sweetie. Make yourself come. I’m thirsty.”
My lips quivered - both sets, actually - and I started to move my middle finger. I had never done something like that before in front of another man. Not to mention Duke was still down there, taking care of me. I felt his tongue against my pussy and even felt his tongue flicker against my finger a few times. It made me jerk forward as the build-up of the rush reached its peak. There was a hesitation, like I wanted to be embarrassed at doing such a thing, but at that point, I was no longer in control.
I added a second finger as my orgasm started to crest. I put my head back and let out a long cry as the pleasure poured down between my legs. My hand moved fiercely as Duke’s tongue did the same. My hips rocked front to back, smacking against the shower wall over and over. Duke had his hands up my body, gripping at my sides.
“Yes,” I purred as I gushed.
I slowed my hand and then Duke pushed it away. His mouth devoured me again, one last time, and then he retreated back up my body, using just the tip of his tongue to draw a long line.
That line flicked over my belly button and cut between my breasts. I put my head back and felt him climb up my throat and to my chin. I thought he would stop there but he didn’t. Next thing I knew Duke’s tongue was in my mouth. He kissed me hard, fast, letting me taste my own sweet flavor. My eyes went wide and his hands grabbed the back of my legs. He lifted me up and opened my legs.
His cocked touched me and that was it.
One thrust forward and I let out a groan as he entered me.
He held me up and fucked me right against the wall.
The water started to get a little cool but the heat between us stayed wildly hot.
And with every thrust into me, I fell more and more in love with him.
**
I was dressed and had a bag packed. Duke stood in the doorway to the bedroom. His arms were folded and he nodded to the bag.
“That enough?”
“How much do I need?”
“Enough,” he said with a grin.
“I’ll manage.”
I started to move toward the door but Duke put his foot up and blocked me. “The guy that ditched you when Jim and Big Jim weren’t having it… did you really love him?”
The question caught me off guard. I didn’t expect Duke to ever bring up Niles.
“What…”
“Jim told me he was good to you. You were good for each other. He would have bought you any house you wanted. You would have had that dream life of yours.”
I swallowed hard. “The best part about Niles was that he wasn’t you. Okay?”
“Meaning?”
“He wasn’t rough around the edges, Duke. He was clean cut and straight. I knew what I was getting and when. He had it all planned out as though life was nothing but a board game.”
“And that made you happy?”
“It made me happy to not think about you,” I said. “So, yeah, maybe I did love Niles. In a certain way, yes. In a comfortable way. Okay?”
“No. Not okay.”
Duke turned and his wide body filled the entire doorway.
“No?” I asked.
“He just left you?”
“Yes. It was too much. I couldn’t handle nursing school and taking care of my brother and father. Niles pushed me to get outside help.”
“Dick.”
“No.” I rolled my eyes even though it was sort of cute that Duke was showing jealousy. “He wasn’t a dick. He offered to pay for it. I just couldn’t do that. The doctors were very clear that Dad wasn’t going to make it long. That’s when Jim started taking an extra pill here and there. It started to get out of control. I stopped focusing on Niles. So he wanted to call it quits.”
“Just like that? Didn’t he put up a fight?”
“No. He found a new girlfriend.”
“Asshole.”
“Why does it matter to you?”
Duke touched my face, stroking my cheek. “I’ve never in my life loved anyone but you, sweetie. Nobody ever came close and nobody ever would. What I did was wrong, Belle. I’ll spend every day for the rest of my life apologizing to you if that’ll help. But I would never give my heart to someone else.”
“That’s sort of sweet.”
“I can’t give my heart to someone else. I’d have to take it back from you first.”