Obsessed (The Protectors #13) - Sloane Kennedy Page 0,33
ever had full-on sex with, I’d given head to more guys in my younger days than I cared to admit. Although I’d enjoyed the act, I’d hated when the men I’d been with had turned it into something ugly. Several had called me degrading names during the act, leaving me feeling humiliated and ashamed. It had taken a long time to not feel that same level of shame with Mac, so I couldn’t fathom why it wasn’t there with Matias even a little bit. I managed to answer his question with a nod.
Matias’s gaze was intense as he watched me take his entire length down my throat. I could no longer hold the tears back as my gag reflex kicked in, but I still fought to accept every inch of him. Matias held there for the briefest of moments, giving me all of him, before slowly pulling back. He stroked the tears on my cheek as he gave me a second to catch my breath, then he was pushing his pulsing cock into my mouth once more.
“Beautiful,” he whispered as he continued to use my mouth in the best way possible. The reflexive tears caused by the gagging turned into something else entirely as Matias thrust in and out of me over and over again, praising me all the while.
While Matias’s glides into my mouth were slow and smooth at first, it didn’t take long before he was increasing the pace. His fingers tightened in my hair as he threw his head back and began grunting. He was hot and heavy in my mouth and I did everything I could to make him come.
But before I could protest, Matias pulled his slick cock out of my mouth and yanked me upright. He kissed me hard before spinning me around and pushing me face-first down on the worktable. The rough treatment only heightened my need. As Matias yanked at my pants, I shoved my ass backwards in the hopes of feeling his hardness against me.
Matias growled as he shoved my jeans and underwear down. Then his big hands closed over my hips and he thrust his dick along the curve of my backside. His heavy weight pressed down on my back as he said, “Is this what you want, baby?”
The head of his dick slid between my crease and glided over my hole.
“Yes, please, yes! Matias!”
Matias’s fingers slid into my hair so he could turn my head and capture my mouth with his. “Who do you belong to?” he practically snarled as he began pumping his dick up and down the length of my crease. I desperately wanted to reach for my own cock to give it some relief, but Matias had me pinned in a way that I couldn’t even manage to get a hand between my body and the table. I was completely and totally reliant on him to get me off.
“Who?” Matias demanded.
“You!” I happily agreed. “I belong to you, Matias,” I cried out. “Please, Matias, I need you.”
Matias kissed me hard, then he reared back. Even as he straightened, he continued to rock his hips against my ass, keeping me on edge. I folded my arms so I could press my forehead against them instead of the rough surface of the table while I waited. I tried not to overthink things as I heard foil tearing behind me. But when Matias’s lube-slicked finger pressed against my hole, my nerves got the best of me. Despite my efforts to remain silent, because I really did want what was about to happen, I must have made some kind of sound because Matias stopped what he was doing.
“What?” he bit out.
I shook my head quickly as the desire I’d been feeling began to turn cold. “N-Nothing,” I blurted. “I’m-I’m fine.”
I did my best to calm myself, but when Matias didn’t move, a crushing wave of disappointment washed over me.
Crippling self-doubt followed.
I tried to reach down to pull my pants up as I murmured, “Maybe this wasn’t—”
Before I could finish the sentence, Matias’s arm wrapped around my chest from behind and then he was pulling me upright so my back was pressed to his front. He sealed his mouth over mine, swallowing the rest of my words. His kiss was all-consuming… demanding. His still-hard, condom-covered cock pressed against my ass and I could feel cold lube on my chest as Matias held me against him. By the time he released my mouth, I was squirming desperately against him and my dick