Never Gonna Happen - Cynthia Eden Page 0,40
into her.
The panties were in his way.
With a savage snarl, he bent to his knees. He ripped the panties out of the damn way.
“Sebastian!”
He was almost feral in his need now. Wet for me. Moaning for me. Calling for me.
He caught her hips. Hauled her toward him. Spread her legs more. Lifted her and put his mouth on her. He licked and he sucked and he took what he’d wanted for so long.
Her hands flew to his shoulders. But she didn’t push him away. She pulled him closer, and she was moaning and arching against him. Her sex was bare, shaven and so smooth, and he could lap her up for hours.
She tasted so good. He licked and thrust his tongue into her, only to withdraw and lick her again, a swipe of his tongue over her clit, and—
“Sebastian!”
She was coming. Calling out his name and shuddering before him. He could swear he tasted her pleasure on his tongue, and it just made him greedy for more. Greedy for every single inch of her.
Greedy. Possessive.
Mine. I want her to be mine. Always mine.
He could hear the panting of her breath. His breath. He licked her again because he had to do it, then he rose, staring at her.
I could eat her alive.
Pink bloomed on her cheeks. Her eyes were wide. Dazed. Sated.
He’d done that. He’d made Alyssa come. He’d put his mouth on her. Finally.
He wanted his dick in her. He wanted her to be his, forever.
Because he wanted that so fucking badly…
Sebastian stepped back.
“Wh-what are you doing?”
A rough, savage laugh broke from him. “Making you come?”
“Yes.” A fast response, followed by a nod. “You did that. But now you’re…backing away?”
“Because you’re scared of me. Because I can’t have you then watch you turn away.” His dick was like frigging steel and all he wanted was to sink into her. “Go back to bed. You can walk away right now. A taste…that’s what we had.”
A taste that had him hungry for more. For everything.
Her chest rose and fell. “You ripped off my panties.”
“Sweetheart, for the record, I pretty much want to rip off your panties every time I see you.”
Her eyes widened.
His laugh was low, with a dangerous edge. “You don’t get how badly I want you. You think we can fuck, and you can walk away.” He kept the distance between them because if he touched her again—
I still taste her. I want to own her.
She’d owned him from day freaking one.
“I will ruin you for other men. I will fuck you so long and so hard and give you so much pleasure that any other bastard out there will just disappoint you.”
She blinked. “Awfully c-confident there…”
“And you will absolutely destroy me for other women.” She already had. He’d never get over how sweet she tasted. “I will want you, only you, because I can’t take you and forget. It won’t work that way.”
She might think this was just a fuck. A hookup in the dark when times were crazy but it wasn’t.
“I take you, and I’ll want you to be mine.”
“What does that mean?”
“It means…” Step back. More space. Put more space between you and her. “I’m a greedy bastard.”
“I know that.”
“Selfish to my core.”
“So…I’ve, ah, heard.”
“I take you once, and I will want you over and over again. It’s not a one-time thing.” He was warning her because…she matters too much. You didn’t give a man his biggest wish and then rip that shit away. Not without expecting hell to follow in its wake. “I’ll want to fuck you until you forget anyone before me.”
Her chin angled up. “And you’ll forget everyone before me?”
She didn’t get it. He’d done too good of a job at turning away from her before. Too good of a job at hiding how he felt. “Baby, I already have.”
Her eyes widened.
He moved to the side. Cleared a path to the door for her. “Your brother is missing. Your life is in danger. You are—”
“I know what I am. Don’t stand there…” Her words came faster. “Don’t stand there and tell me I’m confused. Don’t tell me—”
“You were afraid of me five minutes ago!”
“I still am. Afraid of who I saw with the knife. Afraid of the way you make me feel.” She grabbed him. Lunged forward. “And I’m also afraid that I will miss this chance with you. I’ve wanted you for years. I’ve fantasized about you for years. I’m not turning away. You say you’ll ruin me? That I’ll ruin you?