"If I wasn't, I damn well would be now." He offered her his arm, bare below the short sleeves of a stone gray shirt that looked good on his muscular frame. "Paint yourself to my side, Sin. Real close. I think I feel a chill coming on."
Shaking her head, she began to walk down the hall, her heels clicking on the floor. A few seconds later, she realized he was trailing behind her. "What's the holdup?" Glancing back, she caught him red-handed. "Are you staring at my butt?"
Riordan didn't bother to pretend innocence, his deep brown eyes full of wicked appreciation. "Hey, it's a nice butt. And those jeans, oh, mama."
It was exactly the confidence boost she needed. If Hawke refused to acknowledge the pulse of attraction between them—though she'd waited years to grow old enough for him, years where she'd blocked her ears to the gossip about who he was with and when—then she wasn't going to take it lying down. "Pick your tongue up off the floor, and let's go. Evie, Tai, and Cadence are probably already in the garage."
She was proven right. But they weren't the only ones. Maria was there, too, along with her boyfriend, Lake.
"Hey," the other woman said, a tentative smile on her face. "I wanted to say sorry. It sucks that you got a worse punishment than me."
Sienna shrugged. "My own fault." It would be the last time she let her near-painful response to Hawke get in the way of how she lived her life. "No hard feelings."
"Could we just . . ." Maria angled her head.
Nodding, Sienna stepped a little distance away from the others so she and Maria could talk in private. "I understand," she said once they were out of hearing range. "We fought because your wolf wanted to establish dominance."
"Yeah, well, that didn't go so great." A self-deprecating grin. "But what I said about you being cold-blooded—"
"It's fine." On edge and angry with herself for being unable to forget Hawke, she'd been feeling raw, vulnerable, had struck out at Maria's jibe without stopping to consider the fact that the very state of her emotions made the accusation patently untrue.
"No." Maria put a hand on her arm. "It's not fine and we both know it's not true. I was talking any bullshit I could to goad you into a fight. My only excuse is that wolves my age tend to be dickheads."
Sienna's lips twitched. "Difficult since you don't possess that particular body part, either on your head or elsewhere."
Maria snorted. "I dunno—I did a pretty good job of acting it." Tucking her hands into the back pockets of her jeans, she rocked back on her heels. "I was meant to be your partner and I fucked with you." No smile now, dark eyes solemn. "It'll never happen again. I want you to know I'd have you at my back anytime."
"Same," Sienna said without hesitation. In the PsyNet, she'd have looked for the betrayal hidden behind the contrition, but she'd been in SnowDancer long enough to see Maria's words for what they were—a declaration of both loyalty and friendship. "And it wasn't all you, you know. I was looking for a fight." Maria had just provided a handy excuse.
"You sure have a mean kick," the other soldier said as they headed back.
"Judd makes me train with him."
"I don't know whether to be jealous or offer commiseration."
They were both laughing when they reached the rest of the group.
"Now that that's sorted"—Evie wrapped her arms around their waists, her personality evident in the radiance of her smile—"are we ready to dance?"
Not only was Sienna ready to dance, but if a man made a move on her tonight . . . well, she might just let him. She was through with waiting.
ALONE in the apartment but for the sleeping children, Walker found himself looking at the sat phone he'd recently been issued courtesy of his position as "Head Wrangler" for the ten-to-thirteen-year-olds.
The phone came preloaded with contact information for the other senior members of SnowDancer. Flicking through the directory, he stopped at Lara's name. The healer would be a good sounding board when it came to his concerns about Sienna's emotional state—Lara was one of the most sensitive people in the pack.
His thumb hesitated over the Call button, the sensual echo of that kiss the night of the party causing every one of his muscles to go taut in a waiting kind of expectation. Unlike the changelings, he wasn't a man driven by the desire to touch, but Lara made him react in unexpected and uncomfortable ways. He wasn't used to having his body respond in such an undisciplined manner, but more, he wasn't used to having the reins slip from his grasp when it came to his mental reaction.
So many weeks later and he could still feel the softness of her skin beneath his fingertips, the warm seduction of her body under his palm, the sweetness of her lips parting as they met his own. She was small but curvy in a way that had made him want to stroke his hands over her at his leisure, to explore the intriguing shadows and arcs of her body. He'd kept his hands from roaming that night . . . but not his mind.
He glanced at the phone again.
If he called her, she would come. He hadn't been an Arrow like Judd, but he'd had his own reasons for learning to read people—he knew that in spite of the fact that their friendship appeared irreparably damaged, Lara had the softest of hearts. The second he mentioned his concern about Sienna, he'd have her immediate attention. And the instant she was in his quarters . . . images of kiss-wet lips, of a warm feminine form under his hands.
His body grew hard.
It was an unwelcome reminder of how she impacted him, how she skewed the rules on which he'd rebuilt his life. He took his finger off the Call button . . . and got up. There was a chance he could catch her at the infirmary.
BY midnight, fighting the constant compulsion to track down Sienna had gnawed Hawke's temper to a fine edge. It wasn't the best of times for him to receive a call from the manager of Wild, the changeling-owned bar and dance club that sat in a small but popular nightlife area just beyond the edge of den territory.