knew that he was not doing it for Alex. And he knew that if any such dinner took place that Alex might be hurt even more than he had been already. On the other hand, the sooner Alex realized ... He stopped. He did not really know what it was that Alex was supposed to realize. He knew only that he himself was inflamed with the mystery that was slowly unfolding before him.
He limped uneasily to the hook behind the stairs, removed his heavy serge cloak and then went out the side door of the house onto the street. There were four motor cars parked there.
But the Lancia Theta with the electric starter was the only one he ever drove. And a whole year had passed during which he had not enjoyed that extraordinary pleasure.
It delighted him now that he might take the thing out all alone, without having to consult a groom, a coachman, a valet or a chauffeur. What a lovely development, that such a complex invention took one back to simplicity.
The worst of it was easing himself onto the front seat, but he managed it. Then he pressed down on the starter pedal, gave it petrol and he was soon on horseback again, free, as he'd been when he was a young man, heading toward Mayfair at a gallop.
Leaving Ramses, Julie hurried up the stairs and into her room, closing the door behind her. For a long moment she leaned against the door, her eyes closed. She could hear Rita bustling about. She could smell the fragrant wax of the candles Rita always lighted by her bed. A romantic little touch that Julie retained from her childhood - before there had been electric lights - when the smell of the gaslights had always faintly sickened her.
She thought of nothing now except all that had happened: it filled her so completely there was no room for true reflection or evaluation. That pounding sense of an all-consuming adventure was the only attitude she could rationally identify within herself. Except of course for a physical attraction to Ramses that was acutely painful.
No, not merely physical. She was falling in love totally.
As she opened her eyes, she saw the portrait of Alex on her dressing table. And Rita in the shadows, who had just laid out her nightgown over the lace-covered counterpane. Then gradually she became aware of flowers everywhere. Bouquets of flowers in glass vases on the dressing table, on the night tables, on her desk in the corner.
"From the Viscount, miss," Rita said." All these bouquets. I don't know what he's going to think, miss, about all this ... these strange goings-on. I don't know what 1 think myself, miss. ..."
"Of course you don't," Julie said," but, Rita, you mustn't tell a soul, you know that."
"Who would believe me, miss!" Rita said." But I don't understand it, miss. How did he hide in that box? Why does he eat all that food?"
For a moment Julie couldn't answer. What in the world was Rita thinking?
"Rita, there's nothing to worry about," she said firmly. She took Rita's hands in hers." Will you believe me when I tell you that he is a good man, and there is a good explanation for everything?"
Rita stared blankly at Julie. Her small blue eyes grew very wide suddenly." But, Miss Julie!" she whispered." If he's a good man, why did he have to sneak into London like that? And why didn't he smother under all that wrapping?"
Julie considered for a moment.
"Rita, my father knew of the plan," she said soberly." He approved of it."
Can we really burn in hell for telling lies? Julie thought. Especially lies that calm other people immediately?
"I might even add," Julie said," that the man had a very important purpose here. And only a few people in the government know about it."
"Ohhhh ..." Rita was dumbfounded.
"Of course a few very important people at Stratford Shipping know as well, but you mustn't breathe a word. Especially not to Henry, or Uncle Randolph, or Lord Rutherford or anyone else, you see..."
Rita nodded." Very well, miss. I didn't know it was like that."
After the door had closed, Julie started to laugh and put her hand to her mouth like a schoolgirl. But the truth was, it made perfect sense. For what Rita believed, mad as it seemed, was a great deal more plausible than what had really happened.