Mistress-of-the-Game - By Tilly Bagshawe Sidney Sheldon Page 0,5
higher until it looked like a fluorescent etching of the north face of the Eiger. Peter had never seen anything quite so ugly. Then came the beeping. First one machine, then two, then three, louder, louder, screeching and screaming at him, and the screams turned into Alex's voice, Peter! Peter! and he reached out his hand for hers, and it was their wedding day, and his hands were trembling.
Do you take this woman?
I do.
I do! I'm here, Alex! I'm here, my darling.
The doctor's voice: "For Christ's sake, someone get him out of here."
Peter was being pushed, and he pushed back, and something fell to the floor with a crash. Then suddenly the sounds were gone, and everything was color. First white: white coats, white lights, so strong Peter was almost blinded. Then red, the red of Alex's blood, blood everywhere, rivers and rivers of blood so livid and ketchup-bright it looked fake, like a prop from a movie set. And finally black, as the movie screen faded, and Peter was falling into a well, down, down, deep into the darkness, pictures of his darling Alex flickering briefly in front of him like ghosts as he fell:
Flash!
The day they first met, in Peter's psychiatrist's office, back when Alexandra was still married to that psychopath George Mellis.
Flash!
Her smile, lit from within as she walked up the aisle to marry him, an angel in white.
Flash!
Robert's first birthday. Alex beaming, with chocolate cake smeared all over her face.
Flash!
This morning in the car.
We're finally going to meet her!
Dr. Templeton? Dr. Templeton, can you hear me?
We're losing him. He's blacking out.
Quick! Someone catch him!
No more flashes. Only silence and darkness.
The ghosts had gone.
Reality did not return until he heard his baby cry.
He'd been awake for almost half an hour, listening to the doctor and the hospital staff, even signing forms. But none of that was real.
"You must understand, the level of hemorrhaging, Dr. Templeton..."
"The speed of the blood loss..."
"Highly unusual...perhaps her family history?"
"After a certain point, heart failure cannot be prevented."
"Deeply sorry for your loss."
And Peter had nodded, yes, yes, he understood, of course, they'd done all they could. He'd watched them wheel Alex away, her ashen face covered with a bloodstained hospital sheet. He stood there, breathing in and out. But of course it wasn't real. How could it be? His Alex wasn't dead. The whole thing was preposterous. Women didn't die in childbirth, for God's sake, not in this day and age. This was 1984. This was New York City.
The shrill, plaintive cry seemed to come out of nowhere. Even in his profound state of shock, some primal instinct would not allow Peter to ignore it. Suddenly someone was handing him a tiny swaddled bundle, and the next thing Peter knew, he was gazing into his daughter's eyes. In an instant, every last brick of the protective wall he'd been building around his heart crumbled to dust. For one blissful moment, his heart swelled with pure love.
Then it shattered.
Wrenching the baby out of his arms, Nurse Matthews thrust her at an orderly.
"Take her to the nursery. And get a psych up here, right now. He's losing it."
Nurse Matthews was good in a crisis. But inside she was riddled with guilt. She should never have let him hold the child. What was she thinking? After what that poor man had just been through? He might have killed her.
In her defense, though, Peter had seemed so stable. Fifteen minutes ago he was signing forms and talking to Dr. Farrar and...
Peter's screams grew louder. Outside in the corridor, visitors exchanged worried glances and craned their necks to get a better view through the glass window of the delivery room.
Hands were on him again. Peter felt the sharp prick of a needle in his arm. As he lost consciousness, he knew that the peaceful blackness of the well would never return to him.
This wasn't a nightmare. It was real.
His beloved Alex was gone.
The press had a field day.
ALEXANDRA BLACKWELL DIES IN CHILDBIRTH!
To the public she would always be Alexandra Blackwell, just as Eve was forever known by her maiden name. "Templeton" and "Webster" simply didn't have the same cachet.
KRUGER-BRENT HEIRESS DEAD AT 34
AMERICA'S FIRST FAMILY STRUGGLES TO COPE WITH LOSS
The national fascination with the Blackwells was well into its fifth decade, but not since Eve Blackwell's surgical "mishap" had the papers been thrown such a juicy bone. Rumors were rife.
There was no baby: Alexandra had died of AIDS.
Her handsome husband, Peter Templeton, was having an affair and had