A Map of Days (Miss Peregrine's Peculiar Children #4) - Ransom Riggs Page 0,16
tired of living in loops, they would risk dying.”
“Absolute madness,” said Horace. “I had no idea how many muddle-brained peculiars there were until we were all thrust into the Acre together, cheek by jowl.”
“They’re not half as crazy as the New World crowd,” said Emma, and just the mention of their name made Miss Peregrine sigh. “They want to engage with normal society.”
“Don’t get me started on those lunatics!” said Enoch. “They think the world has become such an open and tolerant place that we could simply come out of hiding—Hello, world! We’re peculiar and proud of it!—as if we wouldn’t all be burned at the stake, just like old times.”
“They’re young, that’s all,” said Miss Peregrine. “They’ve never lived through a witch hunt or an anti-peculiar panic.”
“Dangerous is what they are,” said Horace, picking at his hands anxiously. “What if they do something reckless?”
“We ought to jail them, too,” said Enoch. “That’s what I think.”
“And that’s why you’re not on the council, dear,” said Miss Peregrine. “Now, that’s quite enough. Politics is the last thing I want to discuss on a such a fine day.”
“Hear, hear,” said Emma. “What am I wearing this swimming costume for if we’re not going in the blasted water?”
“Last one in’s a rotten egg!” Bronwyn shouted, then took off running, which sparked a race for the water’s edge.
Miss Peregrine and I stood and watched—I had my mind on other things and didn’t feel much like swimming. But Miss Peregrine, despite all our talk of trouble and complication, didn’t seem weighed down at all. She had a lot on her plate, but her problems—what I knew of them, anyway—had to do with growth and healing and freedom. And that was something to be grateful for.
* * *
• • •
“Jacob, come and join us!”
Emma was shouting to me from the water’s edge, holding up a starfish she’d plucked from the surf. Some of my friends were splashing around in the shallows, but others had dived right in and were swimming. The gulf in summer was warm as bathwater, nothing like the stormy Atlantic that lashed Cairnholm’s cliffs. “It’s magnificent!” Millard cried, his body a person-shaped vacuum in the sea. Even Olive was having fun, despite sinking three inches into the sand with every step.
“Jacob!” Emma called, waving me over as she bobbed through a wave.
“I’m wearing jeans!” I called back, which was true, but really I was happy just observing; there was something so sweet about watching my friends enjoy themselves here. I could feel it melting a patch of ice that had formed over my idea of home. I wanted them to have this whenever they wanted it—this uncomplicated peace—and maybe there was a way they could.
I had just figured out how to deal with my parents. It was so simple, I don’t know why I hadn’t thought of it before. I didn’t have to concoct some airtight lie. I didn’t need an expertly crafted cover story. Stories could be contradicted and lies could be found out, and even if they weren’t, we would constantly have to tiptoe around my parents, always nervous they might see something peculiar, freak out, and blow our uncomplicated peace to bits. What’s more, the idea of indefinitely hiding who I was from them sounded exhausting, especially now that my normal and peculiar lives were colliding. But the heart of it was this: My parents weren’t bad people. I hadn’t been abused or neglected. They just didn’t understand me, and I thought they deserved a chance to.
So I would tell them the truth. If I revealed it gradually and gently enough, maybe it wouldn’t be too traumatic for them. If they met my friends in a calm setting, one by one, and my friends’ peculiarities were introduced only after my parents had gotten to know them a bit, maybe it would work. Why not? My dad was a father, and son, of peculiars. If any normal should be able to understand, it was him. And if my mom was slow to warm up, Dad would pull her along.
Maybe then—finally—they would believe me, and accept me for who I was. Maybe then we would feel like a real family.
I felt a little nervous about suggesting it, so I tried to bring it up to Miss Peregrine without the others hearing. Most were still swimming or beachcombing in the shallows. She was being followed by a flock of tiny sandpipers, pecking at her ankles with their long beaks.